Sometimes I know I am very rude

and ruthless. But those are the times where I cant seem to find a reason why I have to be nice and polite.

Just because I am rude to you most times doesnt mean my parents had taught me nothing. I just dont feel a need to be nice to you thats all.

If I dont do that, I'd be keeping my anger in me and having the risk of going kuku faster. So, who cares if I've drilled a hole in your soul or not. You made me angry in the first place!

Consider that the consequence.