big things comes in small packages

Im going to Taipei hehe

2011-08-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hi there!

I dont even know when was the last time I logged in to blogger. I bet you must have missed me super the very much!

Anyway I think it should be time to update a little on myself, since I've not been keeping in touch with many of my friends. This would probably be one of the best way to tell everyone that I am still alive, and living good life (if there's really someone out there who still cares haha)

Actually I did have the intention to blog a little more often but nowadays I iPad more than using the desktop or laptop because it is really that bloody convenient. However for some unknown reason i just couldn't type anything in blogger.

I am working now in a multinational pharmaceutical company, Astra Zeneca (AZ). In Malaysia there's 2 different AZ entity - AZ Malaysia and AZ Asia Pacific Business Services (APBS). AZ Malaysia is more to operations ; AZ APBS is actually the financial shared service centre for the asia pacific region excluding India. It is currently serving 13 countries and laoniang's in the China team.

My position is financial analyst but in office it's called just analyst because it is already a financial centre. My job was more like a data entry clerk but now I was given more task and I have 2 contract staff to take care. Work load can be pretty heavy especially towards month end where I have 3 reports to rush. Not to mention, my job requires me to service internal customers as well, which can be quite sucky at times (because China people can be really dumb sometimes!)

If you're still my friend in Facebook you should still remember that I complained alot about my limited chinese vocab LOL. I can tell you now that I can type chinese very fast and my vocab is now fuuuyyyoooohhhhh!!!

Important part, boss and colleagues. My immediately superior is nice lah in general. I'm pretty reluctant to accept the job knowing that my would be reporting to a female superior and she doesn't smile much. The first day of work she practically left me alone for 4 hours and didnt even introduce me to other colleagues in the team what more the office. But then that's her. Super focused and concentrated when she work. One thing good is that she doesn't bother how u do your job as long as you get things done. The only time she calls you is when someone in China is rushing her for something.

Colleagues all speak Mandarin and Cantonese. But thankfully the 2 contract staff i kena jaga can speak English and my boss boss (dept head) is a banana hahaha so there balanced out abit. Everyone there calls me banana because my cina is seriously cha. Generally they are all very nice people. All young young one! Only those in higher position are around 40-50 range, the rest below 35, so office politic is really really minimal. Something which I am thankful for!

Company's been very generous. There's different "club committees" and every club's given a generous amount of budget. Even in the upcoming team building, the winning team will be going home with the highest spec of iPad 2. Not 1 unit you know, 5 units leh, for every winning team members! That's about RM10k, summor got other prices leh, which is also Apple products.

I'm really impressed on the willingness of the company to invest in the employees. There's language classes (japanese, korean, vietnamese, mandarin, thai etc etc) accounting classes for those who doesn't have any accounting background. Trainings every month (which is blehhh) and there's online e-learning courses which due every 3 mths and each 3 mths you must choose at least 3 subjects to study. Did I mention that the company will be paying for my ACCA exam fees? hehehe...

I like this place lah overall. It's really nice. The only downside is parking, which at the moment is not a concern to me. Makan a bit mafan also cause there's nothing much to eat nearby. And maybe too chinese.

So someday if so happen you're in curve/ikano/ikea, call me out!!!

long time no see

2011-07-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

im sure u miss me alot.

so i should show u how i look like now

NOW U KNOW WHAT I MEANT BY I HAVE MONKEY BACKSIDE CHEEKS?!?!

stupid centralised air con!!

the moment i step out of office, 10mins later my face wont be this red. its just a little more pinkish looking...

its hard tight and rough. damn angry lor!

I wear long sleeve to work most of the time because, ahem, i want to look more professional but the main main main reason is to protect my other parts of skin from drying up!

weekend my cheek condition will improve but on monday it will return to this red baboon backside looking cheeks!

I bring moisturizer to work and had to slap and pile on moisturizers/lotions/oil on my cheeks every 30mins! drink super alot of water that i had to go toilet every 45mins or so.

and if u think maybe my skin is sensitive. 1) Bird can never live without air con and he always want me to stick around him which means i am in air con room most of the time 2) i've worked before also ok and I have had no problem at all 3) happen the moment i join this company so definitely blaming the building's air con!

Twitter

2011-04-22T13:10:00.004+08:00

Well, compared to IAS 21 n 29, IFRS 9 isnt fat at all

Indeed, Bird is so unhealthy hahhaa!

With all the bfs? That is suicidal!!!

Hello CT CH I shall call u girls "weather is smelly" the next time we meet hahahhhaa!!!

2 police riding on nurses hahahhaha!!

Sound so me right? Forever complained about period

Ya why I cook for bird everyday?

hahahah I got flu and sei gor and yi gor hahahaha

Basically they jumble up your previous tweets and sometimes non of it makes any sense but some kinda funny.

What's your next tweet? http://yes.thatcan.be/my/next/tweet/

Hao jiu bu jian

2011-04-22T12:52:00.002+08:00

Last weekend I went KLCC find my cousin Justin.

FML max i tell u!

Friday I went down cause he called me out. I was initially a lil lazy to layan him but he was with another cousin and really super long didnt see him so okay lah I sacrificed my sleep and drove all the way down to KL.

Driving to the city centre on a Friday afternoon is suicidal! For unknown reason(s), KLCC closed their carpark. The guards claimed it is full but I tell you the mall isn't that pack with people. You cannot say that oh there got many offices and stuff cause they have reserved parking for those working in that building.

So everyone was diverted elsewhere. The entire area was super jam. It took me one long hour just to circle around the twin towers. I wanted to park at Mandarin Oriental but was told that the car park's full as well -__- So I went parked at Avenue K which costs me RM10

Since I'm the oldest there I thought ok lah I spend the boys lunch lo. Besides, how much can a lunch cost? They wanted to eat at food court which not ngam my appetite I told them to eat something nicer but not too expensive and Justin recommended me a place facing the park.

He's only 14. I thought ok lo ur not very expensive should be not very expensive. Manatau sit down open menu already only know his not so expensive is my monthly expensive nice food. The lunch costs me RM110 ok of which he said not filling.

Nvm bout the money. But I tell you getting him to keep quiet (sadly only that 15mins when he's chewing his food) is the moment i treasure the most! Because he either calls me short, tiny, genetic problem, midget, steroid girl or non stop talking bout penises.

I'm not going out with him anymore.

Saturday I went down with my siblings. Met his stepfather for the very first time.

The angmoh is TALLLLLL. 6 feet plus and my aunt is shorter than me so she's like a dwarf when they walk together!! Anyway he's a funny person. We talked and, well, I told him that I wanted to break up with Bird every month. And he said the next month before I tell Bird to break up, call him. He can pretend to be my new bf. =D But must call him and make sure he's around because he travels alot.

I hv pictures of Justin's room in my phone but I cant upload them cause no cable no bluetooth.

He has a 48 inch flat screen TV connected to a PS3. MAC desktop. Ipad. Ipod Touch and he uses an Iphone. Open up the curtain is KLCC park view and Maxis tower's digital clock. His bathroom is hotel like - marble counter, huge mirror, rain shower with hot and cold water taps.

If only I have an angmoh father ...

blablabla

2011-03-26T17:52:00.002+08:00

Did u know that there's a new term for maids?

Maids is no longer maids, few years ago they're called domestic servants. Now they are called home managers. Maybe some time near future they'll be called xxx director -_-

Actually i want to complain.

I hate it when you say we are husband and wife i hate it when u say whats mine is yours whats yours is mine because i know from the bottom of my heart i will not marry you the end

k thanks bye

shake your bootyyyyy...

2011-03-23T19:07:00.004+08:00

OMG i am so pissed off!!

You know the nail polish contest you guys have helped me? I tell you hor superly angry. I was at first almost leading and now super far behind.

HOW CAN SOMEONE GET 70 VOTES IN JUST ONE FREAKING NIGHT?!?!!??!!!!

Like I said, i was almost leading, and I thought ok lah been acting pathetic and bimbo-ish for about a week sunday rest only lah. Manatau Sunday Midnight my sister checked, and there's this girl newly joined the contest and kick everybody's asses.

AND NOT TO MENTION, suddenly the girl who was leading has 80+ votes. From 24 to 80!!! WTF

Was it because i chose to rest on a wrong day or my social circles are just way too small?

Oh wait, my social circles are small. I dont have many many friends, but my friends are all great people. I dont have friends that run away when i needed help i dont have friends that stay away when u need a shoulder...

I do know many people and I know I have yet to ask everyone I know and the thing is I only talk to the few great people in my life and I rarely talk to any other friends. Anyway my point is I dont wanna be a person who comes to you only when I needed help then pat pat backside go off when I've got what I wanted.

I've met this kind of people and i dont like them so i do not want to behave like them. In fact, I already feel so bad for asking people I dont really talk much to like Hamster and some ex classmates...

And I really dont understand, how the hell u get 100 votes? Not to brag or self praise or what, I'm a nice person and I open mouth ppl normally help except for my nasty cousin Justin. And my sister helped me with 20+ maybe 30 votes, another cousin has brought in another 10 maybe? And I think I'm very grateful and flattered already lor.

But now u have 100 -_- are you trying to suggest that you're a even nicer person than me? OK, fine maybe I should give a benefit of doubt, maybe u have 4 siblings who so happen to be as free as my sister day and night helping me to beg for votes.

Ok. Maybe that's the case.

So now, eventhough I have about 60 something near to 70 votes, u think I should continue begging for more? The highest number of "like" so far is 103...zzzzz

Hot Air Balloon fiesta

2011-03-20T17:22:00.005+08:00

I didnt go because ... it rained.

First year, i didn't know about it. Last year I had class -_- and this year thanks to the unpredictable weather I'm again an envious ulu stalking on other's fb photos.

Maybe hot air balloon and me mou yun fan. Lol

Brenda was a darling to Whatsapp the fatty about the event and told him to surprise me by bringing me there. He said he will try his best to finish up his assignment (which to me, assignment = WOW). But since no big balloon to ride he hit the gym instead. On a Sunday -_-

So I spend my lazy Sunday afternoon learning to tie cun-ted hair

Look at the twisted braid ^^

And, I've mastered fish tail braid hehehe. It's easier to tie when ur hair is long enough and non layered (or maybe very little layer).

I tell you I seriously think I am studying the wrong thing! I should be in the beauty line or design, I should be the next most sought after stylist or shoe designer.

Note number two, I bought matte top coat from China Glaze for only rm7.00 Actually it's priced at RM25 plus rm9 shipping, I used the rm27 voucher the seller gave me as an compensation to the lost parcel so just top up the remaining lor.

I know lah, when u read that since she compensated me why I still so kiasu and greedy wanna win the OPI Black Shatter polish right. That is because Black Shatter is LIMITED EDITION and the bottle she's giving out could be the very last bottle on earth!

I'm not exaggerating. I tried every nail salon and beauty houses I could find. ALL SOLD OUT

Anyway this matte top coat is different from other top coat cause it gives a matte finish, meaning no shine shine. It's like a layer of glaze over your regular polish. You can see the colour is like barley water instead of clear transparent..

Here's the difference I googled - normal vs matte. Different brand but same effect...

But I dont know why lar, normally China Glaze polishes are 14ml, but this top coat is only 9.6ml. At first I thought I kena con also, then i googled, it comes in one size only 9.6ml =(

And last random note, I finally tried MACARONES!!!

Strawberry, Passionfruit, Salted Caramel and Peanut butter...

RM3 each from LAVA 1U (opposite cold storage and Daiso). Freaking expensive but that's the cheapest so far in KL/PJ. I saw a cafe in Bangsar Village 2 selling for RM5.

I know lar it's nothing special to you you you who once stayed in Australia or UK or.. outside Malaysia. People here ulu mar okayyyy =/

Call me Kiasu I dont care

2011-03-14T19:10:00.001+08:00

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I want that nail polish! If i win i pinjam u use one time hehehhee!!!

thank you!!!

Konichiwa

2011-03-05T04:58:00.003+08:00

Hello friends!

It's been long time since i last logged in to this account. That is because google deemed this as a spam blog -_- but i do get alot of spam comments. Anyway it's all good now so nvm.

Today I am going to blog about my menstrual cycle.

If you followed me on Twitter (anyway its on the sidebar) you'd realised I've scolded someone for the inconsiderate and childish opinion. And yes that someone is my dearest bf sad to say -_-" By the way did I mentioned to anyone of you that before he met me he thought period was like peeing, except it's blood? Release when u need to and that's it wtf how I wish it was THAT easy.

People like Bird always say things like "eyer your pussy bleeding. Yucks so dirty" *rolleye Helloooo no period your mother cant get pregnant then you wont be standing here now! You think we dun think its disgusting? You think we like it? You think we enjoy it? Every month okay u think very fun ah?

And for goodness sake. I stained your brand new mattress because IT CAME WHEN I WAS SLEEPING SO OBVIOUSLY WILL LEAK LAH. Did you know how he reacted when he saw the red patch of blood on his bed and on my WHITE PANTS? - Literally jumped up from his chair and stopped his gaming, keep pointing at the red spots and scream "OMG OMG OMG".

Wtf body so big and shows off his muscle everywhere he goes but react like a girl. Really sat lai sai.

And worst of all, I dont know for what reason I puked my lunch out while I was peeing and immediately after that I can feel my brain is like, growing rapidly and the pressure was so great as if it's gonna explode like a balloon anytime soon. Whole body shivered and sweat at the same time. I'd say this is the very worst period I've ever had!

I crawled to bed and lied there till after midnight, when he came back from gym. The moment he opened the door I can hear him say "very smelly very smelly". Because I didnt wash up after puke but how do u expect me to do so I already feel like dying! I dont want to fall in the toilet on the pile of vomit, without any bottom.

And he woke me up forced me to clean up and brush my teeth and also forced me to eat something when I dont even feel hungry. Plus I dont want to puke again lor. And even after cleaning up u know what he say? "i'd kiss ur cheeks but not ur mouth cause got alot bacteria cause u just puked" -_____-

After hearing that literally want to vomit blood i tell u grrrr...

Summor after the vomiting I slept on his sister's bed ma. And I only had the normal ones with me. Usually first day I wear overnight extra long to prevent leak. So, kena his sister's bed again lah. Now my fault wert right!! Kena scold u know.. really too much ah this Fat Wong!

Oh but anyway I'm good now but still careful with what I eat.

Now I rmb. My stomach was empty the entire day till around 5pm i stuffed myself with Auntie Anne's hot dog pretzels and Almond Pretzels. Maybe cause of that lor... possible right?

Louis Vuitton

2011-02-14T02:26:00.008+08:00

Me never likey...

Perhaps the bags are just too, vintage looking? Like, the monogram and damier canvas. What so nice?

And of course, second reason is too many fakes out there. No one will know whether you're carrying a real or a fake bag. I pay so much for a bag obviously I want the entire world to know that my bag is authentic original real tulen.

But now, I've found 2 which I like.

LV Annie GM in White Multicoloure

LV Alma in Rose Florentin.

I think this colour is no longer available.

Both also cost above Rm5000. I have expensive taste hahahaha.

You know the usual speedy or neverful cost about RM2000-3000, maybe big ones about rm4000 la. And many many fakes....

Ok in case you dont know which is which - left is speedy right is neverful. And this is Lv's classic monogram canvas. The check type is called damier

Haih, if only i put in so much effort and attention in my studies instead of these -_-

I hate myself sometimes

2011-02-09T04:02:00.003+08:00

For being such a lovable person

AHhahahAHhahahahAHAHaHahahaHahaaa!!!

No, but seriously, I really do hate myself especially when the older people (our parents' generation or older) seems to find favour in me. Makes me happy, but uneasy also at the same time. I'm not bragging or what lar, but this is just what I noticed.

And CNY, Bird's parents went back to Penang. His mum came back with a bunch of Angpao for me from his aunts and cousins and even his grandmother! See the impression I made? Oh sigh..

You know I've only me his grandma twice? Actually 3 times la, but the first time Bird didn't introduce me to her. So both times we met at KL, since then she has been sayang-ing me. Oh no 4 times!! It's 4 times...

Maybe cause I very the lovely ah? Or cute? Oh.. maybe I smile or laugh alot hor? HAHAHHA! wtf super tak tau malu...

Actually I perasan-ing la. Given that Bird's her only grandchild in KL and not to mention, he is the only male descendant hahaha, and probably the only girl from KL that spoke to her in Penang Hokkien, how not to remember me right?

Happy CNY 2011

2011-02-05T03:11:00.004+08:00

Hello.

How's your CNY? I spent my mornings with my brother, going around walking and eating and we found a very nice french cafe at Bangsar Village 2 that is so relaxing and the pastries/cakes taste super good. But, comes with a heavy price tag. RM3.90 for a macaron FOL!

Btw, the shop's name is T for Two.

I specially bought OPI Russian Navy Suede for CNY

After buying and trying this, I finally know what's the difference between matte and suede. Suede is metallic but without shine/gloss, matte is non metallic without shine/gloss.

Super love the colour! Painted one thumb for show only cause I use this mainly for my toes.

OPIs are great. They are expensive but worth every single penny! Dry fast, great testure, fantastic colour and many many variety of shades.

But one thing about suede nail polishes is that, you MUST MUST MUST apply matte top coat or else it will fade quite easily like, just a few hard rubs on your nail. And never apply the normal top coat cause the suede effect will *poof* turn back to normal effect nail polish.

And one goodie goodie news! I finally got my brown ZARA bag hehehe!

But it's a different shade, the one i initially wanted was more to tan brown, this is new production batch so the brown is of another shade. Nontheless, still love it

Hehehhe so happy clappy! ^^

I wonder if you've seen CCTV Spring Festival Gala on CNY eve? There's this magic show that makes my family's jaws dropped.

The magic show is somewhere at 14" onwards...

Haih, Andre going UK on Wed but the farewell party belum confirm lagi. Kesian Brenda in a way but, he'll be going for only one semester, 4 mths is fast.

Now hor I really hope that Fatty will transfer to Monash Melbourne. He should be left alone in foreign land so he would appreciate his loved ones more and learn to treat them properly. Or at least, show his love in an appropriate manner! GGrrr...

Hello I overslept ytd

2011-01-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

I dont know why but my throat seems to be getting worse. This morning I was blessed with a very sexy voice -_- But it went almost back to my normal voice after a 15minutes of gargling salt water.

I dont understand why only throat? I have no flu no fever, just abit of cough because throat's itchy and the only way to relieve itchiness is to cough.

I cooked porridge for myself. Tried quite hard to remember what the Twins' mother had taught me the other day over the phone but i think i screwed up certain part like, forgot to marinate pork ribs. And i dont know why is the porridge gluey (Pardon me i normally cook Teo Chew porridge, which is much watery)

Can someone pls tell me WHY IS KIM KARDASHIAN SO FAMOUS? I did look up on the internet and apparently it's cause her father's a famous lawyer in Tinsletown and her stepfather's an ex-Olympic gold medal athletic. Due to this she knows many other famous people which makes her famous, plus, her sex tape -_-

THATS ALL?!

I believe there must be many other famous lawyer in California and there must be many more other ex athletic or sportsman and not to mention nowadays making ur own sex video is so so so common, but why only Kim Kardashian gets so bloody hell famous?

She is probably pretty, have big boobs and huge ass. She's too short to be a runway model. She cant sing and she doesn't act. And she's not inheriting alot, unlike Paris Hilton or Aerin Lauder.

Why only her?!

Have u seen this have u seen this?

2011-01-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

click this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmESxn5wQwM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7NTYeRg5Dg

I cant embed the videos.

Bleh!

2011-01-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

I skipped class again, cause overslept. I've been oversleeping nowadays and I just cant help it. My body feels so weak and tired and exhausted and lethargic and I'm hungry ALL DAY LONG! Like now and I just had my dinner 45mins ago and 45mins ago I was telling auntie ellie that I feel super full I think I overate again yet 45mins later I'm searching for food already!

Guess I need to start eating healthy and more nutritious food. And also, learn to boil some herbal soup.

I'm buying a few OPIs from Nail Fiesta.

Black Shatter from Katy Perry/Serena Williams Collection

And this black is not any other black because it cracks automatically and you'll get this effect:

Second bottle's from Katy Perry Collection - Last Friday Night.

(See that ring finger. Cool right?)

Both RM33 only. So cheap right? But the two bottles are pre-order, have to wait for a week or two.

And I also ordered OPI top and base coat. I tried too damn many drug store brands and nothing is ever good enough.

This is ready stock, but will receive it together with Black Shatter and Last Friday Night cause, save money on postage ma! RM35 each.

I'm thinking whether I should buy one or two bottle of matte or suede finish polish. It's something different and naisssss...

2011 feels like 2010

2011-01-08T14:33:00.004+08:00

This is my cousin's daughter, jayda. Super cute i tell u ^^ and surprisingly look a lot like my aunt.

I dont know if I'm getting older or what lah, I realised I dont hate babies that much anymore.

This is my another aunt's new man, which is also my cousin Justin's new father.

My aunt, Jayda's grandma, posted this picture on FB, and my other cousin who was supposed to be the bridesmaid msged asking my aunt, Jayda's grandma, who's this white man...

There's alot I want to say lar, but I dont know how to say or how to start. Whatever lah, old people's business we young people shut up only lor... hor.

Bang Kok

2011-01-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

I was told that Bangkok means "Village of Olives" on the tour to the floating market but now the Thais call Bangkok... erm, Krong Tip or something, which means City of Angels.

If you think that I have bought alot of stuff back and expecting to get something, then sorry you are wrong. Because yours truly here only managed to find and bought A DRESS from JJ Mall. I seriously dont know whether to laugh or to cry

Chatuchak was supposedly a place for me to shop and Bird's mum and dad purposely reserve a day for me to go to this weekend market cause I have yet to buy anything from anywhere. Instead of me sapu-ing stuff, his dad did. He bought 4 polo tee at RM28 each, 5 ties at RM1 each -__- and 4 pairs of socks for RM10.

The dress I bought was RM32. Originally RM39 but I negotiated a bit, I know I could get even cheaper if I were to bargain harder but I was already quite devastated and tired so I gave in.

When we arrive at Chatuchak, everyone was just started to set up their stores cause his dad dragged us out of our bed at 8am and summor complained that we're all late and slow, but manatau, we were way too early. And, we went to the WRONG SECTION. Instead of clothing, we spent half the day walking through rows and rows of decoratives, statues, furnitures etc T_T

Overall, Bangkok is so much nicer than KL, so much cleaner. If you're interested in shopping, i'd advice you not to go new malls like Erawan, Paragon, Amarin.. cause these are the high high high high end mall.

We stayed in Silom, which was an Indian town. It's like Bricksfield, but better and more neat. The hotel also full of indians, they even have one section of breakfast specially for vegetarian Indians -_-

I'm heading north on Wed!

2010-12-27T00:43:00.003+08:00

Plan fixed, it's Bangkok!!!

But instead of coming back on the 1st, I will be back only on the 2nd which is Sunday -_- Hate to miss Sunday service but what to do, the parents told Bird to ask if I'm ok with coming back on Sunday and he forgot to ask me and so the parents assume that I'm ok then booked the tickets and everything else. Just only I found out.. damn geram!

Anyway one happifying thing is, wasai no need go Tiger Temple anymore!!!

Bird's mum wanted to see the tigers and she said can see in Bangkok, and she told me monks take care of the tigers. All I had in my mind was like some parade show in Genting or Sunway Lagoon where the cats were heavily chained.

Regardless of... anything, I dont like this activity lar.

So upon further look up on the internet, wtf, the tigers are kept in temple (fml #1) and apparently roam freely in the area (fml #2) and taken care by monks (fml#3) and the temple is 4-5 hrs drive away from Bangkok city centre (fml #4).

Then I check more, ok, it seems that ever since there's a significant growth in the number of visitors the tigers are kept in cages most of the time and leached to a monk for their daily walk, that's when tourist are allowed to pet them take pictures with them or even feed them.

The more I check the more I scream FML. Because, Bird's mum initially thought that she will be able to see tigers in Bangkok itself but the truth is you will have to arrange private tour at the floating market to the whatever province which is border to Myanmar (fml #5 who knows maybe suddenly the Burmese decided to hijack our car). Entrance fee to the temple itself costs 600baht (fml #6 eventhough not I pay) and transportation of course, charged separately.

Most FML part is, tour, of course they have their own schedule... since the place is far so, they will pick you up from your hotel at 5am (fml #7), some schedule will bring you to floating market to buy breakfast FOR THE MONKS then around 7.30am you will EAT BREAKFAST WITH MONKS. Some schedule starts later, around 8-9am, reach the temple about noon, AND YOU WILL EAT LUNCH WITH MONKS. So this will be fml #8

Dont get me wrong, I am not against any botak heads. Just, I've not been to ANY temples before and ... dont say I christian lah, will you free thinkers or buddist even sit down eat with monks? Ok, maybe you dont mind but most ppl I know surely would choose not to...

I still remember 2 yrs back during the trip to Penang/Langkawi, his dad actually wanted to bring the sister's then-bf and family to Batu Caves to .. see monkeys I think? The plan was eventually cancelled due to time constrain but this Bird lar big mouth go ask the parents why change plan then the mum n sis talk and talk and in the end his dad decided to resume the plan -_- I can still rmb I cried and cried and cried as if I've just been raped, even though I didnt step down was in the car the entire time (but the car is in the temple's premise!!) cause really, HAVEN BEEN TO TEMPLE BEFORE!

So I told Bird bout the eating with monks part and I couldn't help but to laugh out really loud at his reaction "F*** man I'm staying in hotel not going to eat with monk" and apparently I will have to stay with him if the parents were to go.. First of all, I'm not even interested in seeing tigers and I am sure that the parents will not force us to go with them. I'd rather go underwater world haha!

Oh well, thank God that the mother lost her appetite for tigers as soon as she gets my sms. *relieve

[really, I dont mean to offend your religion or priest in any other ways. ]

jingle gle gle crack

2010-12-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

Hello.

How's your Christmas?

Most people spend the day either with their better half or family. Me? My family chose to sleep throughout the day, so did my fat bf. He woke up only at 4.15pm, and sleep again at 7pm till 8.15pm...

I spent 3/4 of my day stoning and wondering what to do what can i do what i have to do what should i do. -___-

Worst Xmas ever!!! So freaking lonely.... I think those old ppl in old folks home get more fun than I had..

It's Xmas Eve

2010-12-24T17:22:00.003+08:00

And I'm bored to death. The only thing I look forward to is probably church.

Finally tried Snowflake, the Taiwanese Dessert. What so special?! Just cincau, and some ice and some sugar syrup and some dunno what balls. -___-

Anyway Bird told me he has paid deposit of RM150 for Miniature Schnauzer. I dont know if it's meant to be a surprise but it did surprise me and thank goodness he didn't pick the dog straight, without me.

Reason being:

1) I planning to break up ma. Then now he suddenly buy me a dog means i cannot break up now and even if we manage to break up it'd hurt HUNDRED TIMES more!!!

2) I'm very particular one! I want specific colour and the silver+white MS is not easy to get, even if there were any it may not be a male (becuz new dog is suppose to teman Max also lar I wouldn't want my puppy to conceive some mix breed pups that'd look weird).

The normal MS you see anywhere is salt and pepper which is darker grey + white, too common, I dont want!

Can see the difference? The second picture is not so dark, some MS are really dark like almost black that kind...

3) Own self haven kao tim suddenly have to take care of a dog. Not easy one you know, caring teaching grooming feeding.. need a lot of time and effort! Not to mention I want my dog to attend obedience classes and maybe agility class all these need money one ok!

On top of it, MS grooming a bit mafan, you'll need to bring to professional groomers and each time cost about RM100 but of cause no need bring every month lar, once every 3 mths also need money mar! And I very ambitious one ok. I want to groom my dog as if I'm preparing him for competition and that means more expensive grooming...

Luckily Bird said can take back deposit one lar cause the breeder is a friend's friend. But RM150 only is not much also cause I know most breeders collect RM500 for deposit but again, that is not a way to waste money also. RM150 can buy 3 pairs of heels from Vincci liao...

I've cut flat fringe again =D

2010-12-20T01:25:00.003+08:00

晨早站在街，残过有二奶

Watching the new TVB Drama Show Me The Happy, the beginning part damn funny lar hahaha!!

I'll be going to Bangkok somewhere near New Year. Yah, with Bird's parents.

I cant say that I didn't expect the mum to ask. I mean, part of me sort of know that she will ask if I want to go but this time she didnt ask. The parents JUST BOOKED FOR ME and expected me to go along, out of the blue just asked for my passport number because they want to book flight ticket.

I really dont know to cry or to laugh. Really!! I dont really feel I deserve such erm, blessing. But on the other hand it feels good to know that someone showering you with love. I'm in a huge dilemma now cause.. aiya cause I have my worries lah, told Angela only so far.

Initially when I was just preparing and waiting for his mum to ask me I really intended to tell her that I am not going because, aiya, just went Pangkor, bu hao yi si wan lor. But the parents just INFORMED me that they have booked the hotel room so means if cancel then the deposit will be forfeited, and his dad is the type that likes to stay in posh hotels. Means, losing a lot of money unnecessarily.

Go feel bad, dont go feel bad also. Wtf lah!

Blessed Christmas

2010-12-16T22:56:00.001+08:00

I hate gamblers. I am super duper happy to see you lose.

Hope you'll lose it ALLLL...

When is my turn to get love letters?

2010-12-13T00:43:00.006+08:00

Wow have you seen Euric's proposal picures on FB?

I WANT ALSO!!!!!

=((((((((((((((((

It'd be nicer if he were to carry this bag

And then pull out the flower and ring from the bag. HAHAHAHAHA (cuz I like this bag lol)

I had a feeling that IF Bird everrrr gonna propose it'll be super laopeh, probably at mamak with a big bunch of stupid smokers and gamblers and roti canai and teh ice as witnesses, or he may even do it right outside his toilet with a ring made of toilet rolls... -_-

IF lah. But really on a serious note, I dont feel there's a future for us. Sometimes people says girls think alot blablabla but really in this kind of situation you either know for sure or not sure/IDK. At first I dont know I didn't think bout it at all but after 3 yrs, which is now, I know for sure.

The other day he was saying he knows I want someone more romantic and kononnya will try and learn up some tricks so I asked him how, you know what stupid answer he gave me?

"I will bring you out eat what you like and eat candle light dinner more often and buy you things that you like and we go holiday every year.... "

FML!!!

How is that romantic?!?!?!!! Romantic not necessary must spend alot money one lor just need more effort thats all!!!

And ytd night I told him that I know for sure I need and I want someone more mature someone who knows how to take care of ppl, instead of me keeping taking care of others. I said I wanted someone more reliable.

I told him very directly that he doesn't have all these stuff, maybe someday when he start to work when he gain more life experiences and grow.

So in the end I asked you understand or not?

"Yes i do. You want me to go work so I can give you more financial security.."

FML MAX MAN!!! Did I say anything bout I want a rich bf? NO RIGHT?! HOW THE HELL HE INTERPRET WHAT I TOLD HIM AS FINANCIAL SECURITY?!?!!

Oh anyway i want to buy

Either one lah but expensive oh! RM250 for a cosmetic bag T____T but it matches my bag but I can buy so many other stuff with RM250...

2010-12-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

2010-12-13T00:38:00.001+08:00

2 papers down

2010-12-10T04:01:00.003+08:00

Wah, much relieved.

I hope I wont fail finance again. It's my favourite subject who would have failed their favourite subject 2 times one?! This time I wrote as much as I could and attempted every single questions, no blanks left! Dont know how to answer also simply answer. Die die lar, not like never died before right!

Came home, fall flat on the bed! Slept with BB Cream and eyeliner etc.. didnt want to wake up but had to wash my face so bah!

You know my dark circles are sooooo terrible that I had to cover it with 3 layers of concealers top it up with 2 layers of BB cream and it is then still kinda visible.. so i had to darken my eyes with eyeliner. So if you so happen see anyone wearing super simple but with outrageous make up that's probably me

Haven buy dress for aunt's wedding T___T

I cant seem to find anything nice online and offline. There are nice dresses out there but its either rather casual or rather elegant. I want something a fun and flirty yet not clubbing looking looking dress. Maybe something light pink or lavender, tutu with studs. LOL

2010-12-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

Nicole Yong

If u fail finance again

really must shave your head bald edi la!!!

T__________T

Sometimes I know I am very rude

2010-12-08T03:38:00.004+08:00

and ruthless. But those are the times where I cant seem to find a reason why I have to be nice and polite.

Just because I am rude to you most times doesnt mean my parents had taught me nothing. I just dont feel a need to be nice to you thats all.

If I dont do that, I'd be keeping my anger in me and having the risk of going kuku faster. So, who cares if I've drilled a hole in your soul or not. You made me angry in the first place!

Consider that the consequence.

HOU SIEN AHHHHHH.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-12-02T02:18:00.002+08:00

I DONT WANT TO READ ANYMORE MONEY MARKET HEDGE OR WHATEVER INTEREST RATE PARITY ALL I WANT IS TO GET OVER WITH THIS ACCA SHIT OMG LAH HOW LONG MORE DO I HAVE TO SUFFER FML MAX LAH I DONT WANT WHAT STUDY AUDIT PROCEDURE OR LEARN HOW TO WRITE AUDIT REPORT AND PLS LAH PLS LAH NO MORE BUSINESS EVALUATION NO MORE RATIO PLS LAH DONE WITH RATIOS ANALYSIS LAH EVERY PAPER ALSO GOT SUPER SIEN LOR AND PLS ALSO NO MORE ACCOUNTING STANDARDS SHIT NO MORE NO MORE..

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

NO MORE ACCA

HOW NICE IF SOME TERRORIST HIJACK OR BOMB OR DESTROY ACCA'S HEAD QUARTERS IN GLASGLOW. WAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA.. NO NEED SIT FOR EXAM HUHUHUHHHUUUU

ABC 123

2010-11-28T23:47:00.004+08:00

So tired!

3 days in a row, I attended class from 10am to 5pm with 1.5 hour break. But I gotta say it's quite useful, unlike other revision classes which is really a waste of my time. For example, F5 and F4, I learnt nothing and none of my questions were answered none of my doubts were cleared. None the less, passed both the papers and now I am facing final few.

I went in to class blur and blank. By right I should have revised and memorise all facts and theories but it was clearly my mistake that I've forgotten to bring my audit books over to Birds place to revise before entering class, so no choice, I touched on other subjects instead.

But after these revision classes I strongly believe I can sleep at normal human sleeping hours ie sleep at 11pm wake up at 8 or 9am. But, I enjoy studying at weee hours. It's just so calm, and serene and peaceful.

Lecturer talked super fast today I couldn't catch up man. Not to mention I was tired and sleepy and half my mind is half off.

And today got super a lot of stuff to copy. I need a hand massager now lor.. T_T

Then I thought of a brilliant idea! I made good use of my camera hehehe. Instead of copying notes, I took picture of the notes, and bring back to type out then print hehehhe!

So smart right.

That's Brenda's note up there. I dozing off in class, and hand tired so snap only lo..

Took many pictures of projector slides. Imagine lar, need to copy 20 of these each day and a few long ones, for 3 days ok..

got ppl cannot tahan hence brought laptop to class to type in straight.

I wanted to follow wan, but Bird's laptop is super heavy and bulky I sked will spoil my Longchamp. And he doesn't have any laptop sling bags, only those backpacks.. I dont want backpacks so.. I dropped the idea.

Hello. Dont you miss me? Taken by Brenda...

No eyeliner cause my eyelids were red and sore. I wore eyeliner for first day of class but then second say onwards I noticed I kept rubbing my eyes so I removed it and 3rd day didnt bother to put any at all!

Yesterday I was granted permission to go home (sound as if I'm held hostage hor?) and had a good time with brother. Sometimes I really hope he's my bf. Like, serioussslllyyyy.... He makes me happy, he'll stay by my side see me study eventhough he understand no shit bout accounting, he knows I cannot stand dirty toilet so he washed it sparkly clean so I could do my business.. he just knows what I want.

This is something Bird can never ever ever give.

Bird is more like those, I sayang you thats why I buy you what you want bring u out eat what you like, those kind. Those that throws and fills you materially. When comes to touching a girls heart or things related to feelings and emotions he is a real dungu, a super loser.

When your bf buys you something, any girl, anything, you'd feel happy but that happiness is never lasting. In fact it lures you to getting another material goods in order to feel love. In the end you find yourself feeling empty and hollow inside.

Maybe it's just me?

But I believe, those intangible love and feel (like those my bro showered me) is priceless and super duper lasting! Just by thinking of it make my day, bright and shinny.

12.24am liao. Sleep lah.

Nighty night! Love..

Rest time

2010-11-24T20:03:00.004+08:00

Hello long time no see.

I have not been blogging because I've been studying very hard, everyday wake up at 3pm eat bathe then study then dinner then 8.30pm watch No Regret on AOD till 9.15pm then continue study up till midnight bathe then supper then study till 4-5am then sleep.

No Regrets final episodes will be aired this weekend so after this there wont be any more time for tv.

Lately I've been dropping a lot of hair. Must be stress. But there's not much pimple especially those big humongous type just occasionally small tiny pimples here and there and blemishes once a while. But overall skin still in quite good condition, still so smooth however it's a little dull looking and my eye bag and dark circles are quite terrible. So today onwards I will not be going out even if I do I MUST WEAR THICK DARK LAYERS OF EYELINER to camouflage my flaw.

Studying sucks but I'm now in my final stage so, gotta suck it up and do what I gotta do.

I hope my hard work will pay off this time! I'm so tired of failing... gonna feel numb soon.

Bird's mum is angry at me, and Bird. Because she say I so thin i should eat more meat but i only eat vege like today I had brown rice with tofu and bean sprout and didnt touch the meat and fish at all. Whilst Bird's been pure carnivorous by eating only beef, with a bit of rice and no vege and tofu.

Nah, she's not angry at me lah I so guai and lovely hahahaha! She just said I should add more protein to my plate and the son should be eating more vege.

I need someone to massage my head =( cannot ask bird to do it because he is way too strong, asking him to massage my head feels more like asking him to squeeze and squash my head -_-

Haih. 8hrs class this weekend at KDU. Fri Sat Sun. =(((((

On Skype

2010-11-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

FML I missed my revision class today cause my phone ran out of battery!

2010-11-16T17:56:00.003+08:00

FML

Take a look at this http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=132455866808569&id=151700158180741

I dont know bout you but I really do believe make up does wonders. But can you imagine if you're her bf (about to marry her that kind) and perhaps after a long period of time she feels comfortable enough to reveal to you her true face, wasai if I'm that guy I'd faint!

It's like, Snow White suddenly transformed into a witch!

I'm not being sour grape nor being hypocritical here, but sometimes when someone shows me some leng lui's pictures, I'd go like "ok lar.." because I know, under the thick dark eyeliner hides a normal nothing special face.

I feel it's not wrong to wear make up or make good use of make up to enhance your look but I'm quite against this kind of make up where the before and after is so dramatically different! It's like 2 different person!

Personally I dont like thick make ups - I dont wear foundation, concealer etc base unless I'm attending some functions or events. But even if thick, I feel as long as people can still recognise your before and after make up face it's still ok (maybe like Xiaxue) , but like this kind (link), it's called abusing make up!

Birthday Post

2010-11-11T23:10:00.010+08:00

Hello

Birthday was pretty unexpected cause, got drama. =D

The day started with the two of us overslept up till 2+pm. Initial plan was to get our asses up at 11am then head to Gardens for lunch.

I knew we couldn't start the day earlier so at first I said go out bout 3-4pm for some desserts then serious, romantic, yummy dinner. But he wasn't too keen on skipping gym so had to push everything way earlier. But obviously since it's my big day and we both woke up late, he had no choice but to ffk his training partner in order to please the princess ^^V

Btw, he woke me up by singing happy birthday.

I forgotten to bring my small eyeshadow brush with me so had no choice but to use Bird's mum's huge ass concealer brush to draw eyeliner.

I tell you I'm a pro! Cause it takes less than 3 mins to complete the make up including blusher.

Dress bought online.

It used to be longer and looser but after one wash it shrunk and now it's rather short and small for me -_-

Here's my hair.

Had no choice but to simple tie this cause my rubber band broke :(

Wanted to tie fishtail braid. Something like this, fringe everything same but of course my hair is not this long...

But thank God for blessing with wonderful hair cause half way through I realised I can actually wave-kan my fringe and it look so good =D

I paired it with this Vincci+ shoe because my wedges' strap came off FML!! But good also lah since the dress is short...

The happiest part is I had total control over him. I warned him to dress appropriately and commanded him to wear the pair of loafer his sister bought. And I forbidden him to play WOW the entire day hehehe..

Look what he has done to his room, cause he couldn't decide which shirt to wear - must be 1) decent 2) comfortable 3) doesn't make his body look small..

In the end he opted to wear Banana Republic. A plain tee, I dont approve wan at first but then think think nvm lah, high class enough so off we went. Ellie must be grumbling when we left haha!

We had our lunch at Alexis, Gardens. Heard much of that place but never gotten the chance to try it.

He's finishing my (leftover) Ceasar Salad. RM17.00 but I gotta say it's good! The beef bacon is not fat at all..

His. Carbonara. RM34.00 and this is one of the best carbonara we've ever had! Really! Must. Try.

Mine. Wild Mushroom Risotto. RM38.00 Taste very mushroom-y and it has lots of mushrooms but the mushrooms are tasteless, doesn't have that weird fungi smell. The reason why I hated mushrooms is I cannot stand the fungus-y taste.. But this is not bad, I'll highly recommend this if only it's not that creamy/cheesy (it's really fattening!)

Overall ambiance is nice. Very peaceful and serene... but may not be so on weekends.

FML. My birthday but dont have a picture of me cause someone refuse the take picture for me T_T

I took this cause I snapped one picture and I said his smile look so fake and I told him to try again and this is the end result - even more fake -_- Apparently he doesn't know how to smile for camera purposes and doesn't intend to learn the art of pretentious smiles because he's a genuine man *puke

Pavlova. RM16

Supaaaaaa yummmmaaaayyyyy!!

I want again!

I was really really full, thanks to the super cheesy/creamy risotto and I told him my stomach has no more room for any dessert but he insisted that it's my birthday, we should at least order one.. cannot finish then share wor.. Fine lor.

But this thingy is so good, my stomach how no space also in the end made space and I wanted to order another one but we didn't cause there wont be enough time to walk..

It's so much nicer and better than Delicious'.

So nothing much lor, after makan ma walk lor. Cause I want to find a nice dress for my aunt's wedding.

We passed by Longchamp and I wanted to walk in to see my insect bag but he refuse cause "no money then dont walk in lah I dont like wan la unless I'm sure I have enough money to buy something and I'm going to buy something"

Ceh. So scared ppl look down for what! It's consumer rights to see but not to buy. And it's not hard to pretend or act rich/bitchy. Just need a little acting skill. I used it all the time. What more someone is wear Banana Republic tee shirt. It cost RM250 each in Malaysia but no one knows the shirt was shipped in from Canada, and bought during sale season..

I'm not being thick skin ok!

And I didn't know they have LV in Gardens. So I just casually say lar (since there's no conversation and I am very uncomfortable with the silence) "You know I've never stepped in to LV shop before.." And he just reply pls lah you want you ask Brenda go in with you I am not going in no money go in for what summor the shop got no people wan..

-___________-

So scared for what?! Haiyooo....

Walked for an hour or so.. he complained hungry. Alexis bill is about RM150 so he wanted to save money so we jom balik kampung makan telur zzz... I wanted to walk MV wan lor cause I've stepped my foot in MV for only 2 times this year and I am sure sick of 1Utama already!

He really went home eat eggs ok!

Then we watched The Other Guys.

After the show he said stomach ache -_-

So I said I want to stay out a bit, so I walked 1Utama alone lor.. before we parted he said "call me when you're done".. So I was expecting him not to find me to walk together. All I had in my mind was he's going home to release his toxic bomb then play WOW.. but who knows he really came 1Utama to find me..

He msged, he called but la la la i left my phone at home charging.

I was happily walking, called him at 10pm when all the shops closed. He's already paid the parking ticket getting ready to leave. So when I called him he scolded me said he's been walking around in the mall trying to find me for almost an hour..

So we argued a bit.

And eventually, patched up.

I appreciate the fact that this time he took some initiative to try to plan something out eventhough there's no surprises or nothing romantic. But then I still have to say his planning sucks lah hahaha.. but well, at least he tried and not just ask what I want to do and expect me to plan for my own birthday.

So, Sunday is going to be Birthday celebration number #3. Actually should be number #4 but Andre isn't feeling well so couldn't go out with Brenda and Andre today, maybe tmr also.. sigh

And for ending note, he sang JOY TO THE WORLD the entire day -____-

Want this want this

2010-11-10T02:10:00.002+08:00

Website no picture.

I went find at Ikano but dont have. Only 1U has it

Rm139

Everything I want and like is Rm139 T___T

Happy birthday to me

2010-11-10T01:49:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me

Ahh. My little boy is all grown up!

2010-11-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

Patience is a virtue

2010-11-09T02:07:00.007+08:00

I was never known for being patience and tolerant. I was manufactured like this, just like how Russ would stuff polyester fillings into their soft toys except my "polyester fillings" are anger.

I get irritated easily and I always very short fuse. I am always very firey and I can get really angry over the smallest matter in the world. Sometimes I'm so angry I dont bother express my angry because I was too angry that I couldn't breathe.

But if you ask me, I dont think nor do I feel I'm being irrational. Because half the time I'm just unhappy over certain things and sometimes it's none of my business to speak up and sometimes I feel it's not worth it to expose my facial skin to higher risk of getting wrinkles earlier than it should.

One thing amazes me is that, I dont understand how can I be so patient with Bird.

He is one lazy fat ass that does not do as he's told, that procrastinates all day long and the thing I dislike most is he is super duper long winded (worse than my grandmother that kind). Even his sister cannot stand his long windedness. I cannot stand long winded people partly cause they make me feel old and are reminding me that I'm aging and most irritating part, they disturb my thread of thoughts.

Even when it comes to MY FATHER , I will show him a displeased face if he's overly long winded.

Ya you're right I am here to complain about my boyfriend!

I dont really like to compare because I know people will do that to me and it's never a nice feeling unless you know you're on a winning end, but still, not nice. However I cant seem to help it but constantly compare Bird to my brother who is the complete opposite - sweet, gentle, understand girls, does house chores , neat and tidy, smells great, doesn't smoke, romantic and one who likes to dress up.

I hate it when he wears his signature checkered or plaid button down shirt paired with his uncle looking khakis shorts from Dockers then just simply slip on his pasar malam fugly Croc slipper.

Yuck!

While me, on the other hand, dresses up so nicely and pretty and beautiful and trendy and fashionable and smells great with all the hair done nicely make up done neatly.

K. I dont always dress up but I always make sure I look presentable and clean and neat. Even if I'm in shorts I make sure I at least maybe wear expensive tee shirt? I'm talking bout going to shopping mall and makan at a nicer place. If go night market he wear like this I wont even care lah obviously!

Somestimes when my mood is more towards the foul side I really will feel he's memalu-ing me and during terrible mood periods I will scold him and eventually ruin the day out, which by that time I wouldn't mind crashing a good day cause I'm already so angry why should you be happy?

Is it so hard to just dress up a little? I'm not asking you to wear this and that as if you're a mannequin of some boutique in Tokyo. Just something less uncle. So hard?

I hate it when he shouts at me.

I know he did not do it on purpose. He thinks he's talking normal because he's bloody deaf! Day and night blast the music/video/movie/game lah! When I talk normal he says I'm whispering and when I'm whispering he thinks I'm keeping quiet. Sometimes even worse, I'm talking normal and he doesn't realised I'm talking -___-

Whether purposely or not, it doesn't feel good to have someone shouting at you. Ya I know you have hearing problem but do u think I will remember it everyday since sometimes you can speak in a normal tone or sometimes even softer.

I despise him when he breaks his promises.

Just like today.

Few weeks ago while he was tied up with assignments and busying studying for finals and I wanted to buy some snacks from pasar malam. He couldn't and he promised will bring me out once he's done with exams.

Fine. I'm a reasonable person. I wait.

(As to why I wait because at that time no one's going with me. Brenda is not around sometimes and sometimes she has some chores to do as her house is going through a major face lift process. Some of my friends are working I reckon they should be too tired to teman me? And point number two cause he pays for my snacks thank you.)

So by right, immediately after exam means last thursday he SHOULD bring me but instead he disappointed me by saying "I missed gym for 3 mths already". Ya he made up on saturday but that is not what I want.

I WANT YOU TO SACRIFICE GYM TO GO PASAR MALAM WITH ME AS PROMISED. Already missed 3 mths, miss one more day make no difference lah!!!

Then he brought me out for some nicer lunch on friday and sunday, and just now. And the fact that I walked IKEA with him because he wanted to find some swivel chairs. I didnt even get a chance to look at my clothes. And he called that "teman me"

*rolleye

And ya just now did brought me to pasar malam but the entire journey he was complaining bout the traffic and crowd and smoke and dirts and sweats and everything he can think of. Ya sure he brought me there but complaining so much you think it counted as accompanying me ah? It's a chore already!!

And just to be clear, today he missed gym cause his training partner is not well. So now you do the math lah, I gotta wait for a no gym day and must be either on a monday or thursday. The probability is really low you know! Then at first when I insist on going he's trying to persuade me not to go?

I'm really sleepy right now. At the same time thinking hard why and how come and why why why am I so patient with him?

You know he always joked bout us getting married, wo men shi lao kong lao po etc etc. Seriously, I dont care if he's 100% joking or partially meant it, I just know that he is definitely not the person I'll marry. Together as a young couple still alright I dont think we're the right person for each other to spend the rest of the life with. In a serious relationship is one thing, getting married is another matter.

I'm not being emotional or what. It's just a feeling, a knowing. I'll puke to death if we were to tie the knot.

La la dee doo dum~

2010-11-07T23:50:00.007+08:00

Hello.

I have not been blogging for couple of days, which means I have not been studying.

saw something damn funny on Lowyat Forum. I wanted to find if there's anyone selling professional make up brushes then accidentally saw this thread - First Time... Need advise

HAHAHAHHA WTF

I 'm not a sex expert but I surely know that after jacking off 3 times, WHERE GOT STRENGTH TO DO A PROPER SESSION?!

Must be a small kid who thinks ejaculating is something like peeing.

I went to Zara again on Friday, this time to buy the brown bag. Boohoohoo.. SOLD OUT! Then I asked the SA to check if other outlets still have the bag, and he did but he said everywhere else is sold out too, left black, no more brown T_T

Ok. Back to books.

Sometimes I think I'm weird. Do you?

2010-11-03T19:17:00.003+08:00

Does you has plans?

2010-11-02T02:02:00.005+08:00

When Bird's sister was still around, she asked me what are my plans and stuff, you know those ice breaking questions. And I stupidly told her bout the Canadian internship. I actually wanted to go South Africa hehehe!

I said stupidly because, I've never once ever in my life would have thought she'll ask me bout it every 2 weeks or so. Frankly speaking, it's a very attractive offer and I have considered accepting it. However, there are so much more that I want to do and so many more things to take care of I could not just leave.

All I can say is, my life is here.

His mum and sister has been talking bit by bit here and there randomly occasionally encouraging me to call in to make appointment for second interview. I was really reluctant to because apart from "yes it's a great offer" I cant think of any other reason why I have to leave my loves. I feel their point of view are a little biased, probably cause the mother didn't have the opportunity to study oversea? Probably cause the mother is proud that she can afford to send the daughter over to Canada and the sister is also proud that she is living in a better country? Most what I think is most possible reason is that the mother and sister hope if I were to go Bird would go over to study in Canada.

Well, everyone has been commenting on how good and important the experiences are blablabla. Get yourself exposed la la la. Exposed to what? Especially Bird's mum. She's been talking on and on about how she as an interviewer/employer assess the candidates and the plus point she gave is whether the candidate has oversea education experience. I feel it's unfair and somehow Bird and I have the same view.

Not being a sour grape or what, yes studying overseas is good, overseas educations encourage students to speak up and screw spoon feeding!! But as a student, you live in the campus day and night studying and when you have time you'll be cleaning your house or room and buying grocery or clothing and everything else you need. It's basically a process of leaving your comfort zone and learning how to manage yourself.

I'm already doing it right now, and more - I'm taking care of the family as well.

And well yes, probably you'd get to travel around and also get to meet people from different continents. It sounds more like socializing to me, which is not my cup of tea. And if is what you meant, well, studying in Sabah or Johor is pretty much the same. You're still dealing with new environment and people (just that these people are ah bengs and kampung kia).

There may (actually definitely) be more and I'm not being short sighted or whatsoever, I just cannot see how are these expenses and so called experiences gonna help me to build my career. I am saying my case here.

If you choose to go oversea to learn to be independent and you're living a life of a princess here then fine. But me, I'm independent enough already, to be more independent I want to go somewhere where I see much lesser Malaysian a place where I really have to start from scratch, from making new friends to adapting to new environment.. which is also why I wanted South Africa. There's a bloody big community of Malaysian in Australia, UK and US it's too homely. I dont want this. I am searching for real challenge.

One thing you must know is that the internship may not offer me the position or field of work I want. I dont want to spend ONE YEAR LONG in oversea doing something that I do not think is beneficial. It is something like the working holiday thing Hui Han is doing right now, except, a bit more relevant.

About studying ACCA in UK. My point is it's a total waste of money! Doing it here in my very own comfort zone is tiring enough, do you think going to UK I will have the time to actually explore and "get experience" or even to socialize? What more going for only a short period of 6 mths, what experience is that? In the end the certificate we get will all be THE SAME and not to mention UK is now in recession the British are not going to hire foreigners (unless you're super lucky or you offer to sleep with the interviewer) so why waste the time and money?

Who would know what's good for future? No one! Life is FULL of uncertainties. Like Angela, she did Mass Comm but now she's doing nothing or something else (eh what you doing now?). And myself, after graduating from high school accounting was at the very bottom of my preferred course list then I took up Hospitality. Who would expect that I did not like the working environment/culture and changed to the least like course?

Good or bad it's not up to us to comment. Like I said above, unfair! The candidate may came back from xxx country but that doesn't guarantee that he/she possesses the required skill or ability to handle work or maybe has really terrible working attitude? Look at Chea Teing, came back from Australia and went through how many nos up till now finally a yes. She is hard working and has good attitude which all these Mr/Miss No interviewer could not assess.

Actually this paragraph is dedicated to his mother lah! LOL

My point is, it all depends on the person himself! What if a boy who has got charisma good attitude and all the positive energy every employer is seeking, but from a less fortunate family.. these biased opinion would truly be unfair for him. Right?

And only God knows what you were doing there in the white's place. From FB itself I see alot partying pictures etc.. I dont know how is this beneficial. Exposed to different clubbing lightings perhaps?

And everyone is leaving this country. I dont like it here either but if everyone gives up hope then how is the country going to grow?

The word "experience" is so full of subjectivity creamed with biased opinions. I dont want to just flow with the trend. This is not fashion. And this is the opportunity and privilege that I will turn down.

What's important for me now is to spend time with all of my loves, travel around with my brother to Korea Japan and Taiwan.. explore islands and improvise my baking skills which at the moment is zero.

And for me, if every now I have ONE important thing to do and i did it, and as time passes I will notice that I have done so many useful and important things for myself and others. Just like if every moment I live happily then as I look back I'll realise that I have live my life to the fullest. This is achievement. This is what I call a meaningful life.

Arigato.

Facts #1

2010-11-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I am so damn efficient that I scare even own self!

I'm dead serious!

Time to talk

2010-10-28T23:00:00.004+08:00

Now here, I really need comments from everyone.

You know how short my skirts are. Because I always feel short skirts "lengthens" my legs hence making me look, slightly taller instead of a Humpty Dumpty.

Now now, what do you think of this skirt?

From Room 8008. RM39

I like lor. But I've not worn any skirt over or near to my knees.

Sold out but now open for restock. Closing date on the 3rd. Cepat sikit. And hor, dun msg me tell me i'll look ugly on me then jeng kai kai order for yourself hoh! I'll KILL you!

Just came back from Mall

2010-10-28T18:54:00.007+08:00

Walked for about 1.5 hours only cause was too bored at home and I know I shouldn't be walking long.

And I have so many things I'd like to and going to buy when I'm free!

Zara Plaited Shoulder Bag RM139.90

I think I'd prefer this than those sold on blogs though the price is 40% more.

Topshop High Waisted Indigo Hotpants. RM149.90

I think this particular design has sold out. I only saw another similiar type at 1u. Free tht time must go down to Pavillion or KLCC to find

Many many OPI Nail Lacquer. Normally cost about RM55-70 at nail salons or beauty shops. however it's only RM33 per bottle at Nail Fiesta, but of course, limited choices.

Topshop PEACH lace ballerina pump. Should be about RM200 kua *sigh

Cant find this at 1U. =(

Topshop Bow eyelet bag. About RM229

And you know what shocked me? I saw THIS EXACT SAME THING at Vincci!!!

Proton is embarrassing enough lar, and now even Padini plagiarize other brand's design? Why you have no money to hire designers ah?

It's ok to get inspiration from other people's work, like Charles and Keith, last 2 seasons was very much Chanel inspired and this season you see a lot Prada elements. But it is definitely NOT OKAY to COPY people's design as it is!!

And worse, not only this bag. I saw some clothes and certain bags, is the exact same piece (size and material all same!) I could find in online blogshop. Meaning what? You just contact the supplier, buy in bulk then relabel it and sell it at much higher price to meng-highclass-kan the products?

Why are you too poor to even hire a creative director or what?

Not to mention, PA is so try hard Abercrombie and Fitch; SEED has lost it identity perhaps due to a severe head injury? PDI is now so crappy, P&Co lagi sial.. try hard sell online products at highly marked up price.

So humiliating!!!

Top: Topshop VINNIE canvas T-Bar Shoes. Should be near RM200 also lar *sigh

Bottom: ZARA Flat Sole Blucher with Pinking RM 179.90

Actually I dont know to buy to T-Bar shoe or brogue (zara that type is called brogue). Both can match skirt or shorts and almost anything. I really thought of just buying from Cotton On but I cant tahan their quality anymore! It's torturing my feet..

Maybe my brother will buy me OPIs and high waisted shorts, then the Zara bag? cannot ask Bird buy cause he already paid for my insect bag. I cannot ask his mum to buy for me shoes for my birthday cause she knows I have many pairs liao... Huhuhu all out of my own pocket. Summor I want to buy make ups and brushes, and dresses and work attire.. T__T

Tom Yam anyone?

2010-10-27T23:46:00.005+08:00

Hello.

I drove the bf's car to KL today. =)

And I had just done some thinking and I've concluded that I am an evil person. Why I say this is cause, I realised I curse Fatty really alot. Well, you know, me being me, certain things I cannot tahan means cannot tahan.

I know my words are rather sharp sometimes, in the past I really dont think before I open my mouth. Now not as bad liao.

You know this gemuk and his infamous hot temperateness? Watch tv also hear before lar, hot temper is not good for your health. And TVB very famous one, all the hot tempered ppl got either high blood pressure and eventually kena stroke or got heart attack and ended up in a coma.

And now hor, got cholesterol problem all the more you should control your food intake and emotions ma. Wah this fella really dont care a hoot, still eat KFC McD whenever he wants and temper lagi no need to say.

On top of that, now exam period he poof poof alot. So I tahan until really cannot tahan anymore my nose ears eyes mouth and every single pore on my skin all can see and smell smoke..

So the other day I told him Yong sui one thing, then body so fat and attitude got problem ppl like you should really die faster *kicks his thigh* Not to mention, so hot temper and now got cholesterol problem confirm you will die young either of heart attack or stroke.. and summor now smoke so much.. nose throat lung cancer very soon will come say hello to you !!!

(I dont know why cannot change colour one?)

At that point I was really not happy. But now I think I'm damn evil. Maybe I shouldn't be so straight forward lol

Today is a tragic day

2010-10-27T01:13:00.002+08:00

I had a terrible gastric attack while sleeping, at 6am!!

I cannot remember when was the last time I suffered such tremendous pain. It feels like err.. someone's grabbing my stomach then squeeze it with all of his might and strength. I was tossing and turning the entire time and forced myself not to focus on the pain.

For 2 full hours I struggled and eventually gave up. I was having the coldest sweat I've ever had and I had only a wall-molded fan on turning in the slowest speed as it rained and was rather cooling. . I did thought of lifting my heavy ass up to make a cup of warm Milo to flush off the acid but was too lazy, and rather weak. So the most convenient way was to pray.

It helped. The pain subsided, I finally get to rest... up till 11am, it got even worse.

Luckily enough, Ellie was passing by the room and I screamed for help. She made a cup of really warm Milo for me and after that the pain left and I went back to sleep. Eventhough the pain is gone, I still have this one little very gentle and mild discomfort that I really cannot pin point.

Fatty tried to wake me up at 2pm. The moment I turned around , he knew something was wrong. He's never a detailed and observant person and he doesn't pay attention to alot of things. For example, he will realised I had eyeliner on only if I tell him. Or lipstick (unless it's too red but I normally wear natural shades) or even perfume. So can you imagine how pale my face was? So he made me warm Milo again, and Maggi Mee and massaged my legs.

I feel really really tired, up to now. It's as if something or some evil person has sucked out all of my positive energy like in the movies. I slept till 5+pm and I'm sleepy already (now, at 1.32am!!)

I hope later I could sleep soundly throughout the entire night...

^^V

2010-10-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

Yeay. This would be the best birthday I've ever had!

First I got my insect bag

And now Hwey is giving a surprise (which me love love love a lot) hehehe!

Thirdly, this time no revision class on birthday, what a relieve!

And best of all, this year fatty can never ever ever ever say "sorry got exam that's why I forgot it's your birthday". Imma freaking castrate him!

And hey, I finally found a way to force myself to study - by drawing mind maps! And I'm good at it.. especially with all the colour pens I have. Few pages 50+ lecture slides all summarised into one colourful page

Here I am again.

2010-10-24T00:20:00.004+08:00

Bored, restless, distracted and have a story to tell.

As some of you may have been told, Bird's parents work are really stressful especially his mothers. She gave 70% of her time on her job and 20% on church works, another 6% on her children (of course for now is my fat bf) and the remaining 4% on herself.

So by the time it's time for herself, she's dead tired already!

It all started when the sister was still here and the mother's very close friend came over for a visit. After much talking and eating the three of them decided to try out a massage parlour near home. In order to encourage herself to pamper herself on weekly basis, or at least fortnightly, she bought 10 vouchers.

And today she used her third and forth voucher (the dad went along for 45mins foot massage).

Actually I know I can spare u all the details but i just want to write something long long to keep myself away from audit book for a longer moment.

And dinner time the parents were talking about the massages and such tough life the masseuse are living - No customers means no earnings, but if business too good then they gotta work till literally drop. Oh, the masseuse are all from China. They charged quite reasonable la. 2hrs full body massage for only RM78 nett. But I prefer spa ^^

Prior to this, Bird told me that one of his friend has mentioned something about having massage plus blowjob somewhere near to the place his mum went. Which also explains why he wouldn't go for massage along with the mum cause he feels disgusted eventhough we're not sure which is the exact shop the friend frequented.

So while the parents was pretty much indulged into the topic. I did some calculation in my own head.

According to Bird which according to his friend, blowjob costs additional RM150. And since that life is so tough like his parents said, I made a maximum estimation of sucking 10 ahem per day which gives a total of RM1500. Let's say the management takes 50% out of the service, that makes RM750 a day. In a week you get RM5250 and in a month to a total sum of RM21000.

Ok lar to be fair and give you the benefit of doubt. One ahem a day lar. That's RM75 per day - RM525 per week and RM2100 per month. And, how long do guys/men need to take? Average 15 to 20mins? (I googled! Most of it talk about on bed and some I totally dont understand at all ) 15 - 20mins can get RM75 edi.

I was calculating and telling Bird the numbers during our study break and he showed me a -___- face, and said "PLS LA IF EVERYDAY SUCK 10 *ahem* THEIR MOUTH GET STD EDI LAR!!"

HAHAHA Actually I know Chea Teing must be smacking her head, Chea hwey must be screaming WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, PC will go like *zhadou* and Angela will be shaking her head and laughing and thinking i'm a very silly girl.

I had nothing to do at the dinner table and was just calculating to pass time. I didn't mean anything. I mean, it's tough life! To think of it, some boys/guys/men dont wash their private parts after wee wee. And surely there's bacteria on it and then gotta put in the mouth. That's like sipping on another's pee? Yuck!

And when they cum. EEEWWWWW..

And not to mention no wash ahem leads to smelly ahem which may leads to diseased ahem. *puik!

Haha, have not been thinking pervertly for long time! Good to have my old self back. LOL!! *slap

You see you see I'd rather spend 20mins writing and thinking how much a blowjob-er cum masseuse earn than to read audit. Hopeless lar...

Found these

2010-10-23T19:54:00.007+08:00

(I edited using MS Word)

Told you I get distracted easily! And it's really boooorrrriiiinnnngggggg.... I hate theories but theory papers are easier to score.

(Btw, baby Alastair is coming down to KL next week ^^ I'm not a baby person but he is really fun to play with. Doesn't cry doesn't merajuk smile and laugh all the time! How I wish next time my babies would behave like this if not high likely I'll end up throwing him/her/them at the rubbish dump!!)

I pretty much prefer calculations but the more I love them the more they hate me! Example, finance. I SUPER LOVE FINANCE, and I failed the paper TWICE!! This sitting would be my third attempt T__T

ACCA is an insult to my intelligence! - FB

Or perhaps I should push myself harder.

I'm hoping TVB will make more dramatic and exciting serials. Something like that abalone and mooncake one. It's called Tong Sam Fong Bou in Cantonese but what's the english title? Nowadays the dramas are not drama. That Chai Kau sequel (Showing on AOD 901) also like not that syok. Sigh..

And there, I just noticed something is wrong with this picture (after reviewing it 54365887348 times).

See the red arrowed part? I really dont know it's his normal posture or he knew I'm going to post pictures up on FB and other places so purposefully put his arm in his position so show off his try-hard-muscular arms.

Super annoyed. *rolleyes*

Now you get what I mean by I can never ever ever take a nice proper pictures with this person(cause I'm not happy now)?

I super love my straw hat! Wanted to buy can-can hat but I look not so awesome. I saw some Japanese girls wearing can- can at the resort and was so jealous =(

Time for How I Met Your Mother!

Toodles...

(OMG I should be memorising my ISAs instead huhuhu)

Hello

2010-10-23T03:27:00.004+08:00

Was too tired studying. Actually didn't study much also lar, just feeling bored and suddenly thought of giving this stupid blog a fresh facelift.

I wanted something more vintagey and fun with a hint of girlishness.

And if you've noticed, I changed my Twitter background too! I want something like that for the blog. Not quite satisfied yet cause not vintage enough not fun enough, but for now I'm just gonna leave it as it is as I am quite sleepy and, really, gotta start studying for real. (It's 3.29am now T___T)

I want super duper tasty ice cream. NAO! huhuhu

early to bed early to rise makes a man strong healthy and wise

2010-10-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

I've been sleeping late and waking late. 10 hours of sleep daily and I still feel tired, worn out, exhausted, lethargic. My entire body, from my scalp all the way down to my toe, hurts so badly as if I've been slaving for the past few days.

Perhaps the old saying is right.

I always thought as long as I get enough sleep, dont care what time I go to bed and what to I get up it doesn't matter. There's sometime this year where I sleep at 11pm and wake up at 8am everyday and I dont feel what I'm feeling now.

I need a really good spa.

Good and cheap one. Anyone knows where?

Wah so very the hot leh!

2010-10-20T16:21:00.003+08:00

Out there is insanely hot!! phew phew *wipe sweat

You know I normally dont sleep in air conditioned room. I'll try my very best to sleep in just normal ceiling fanned room. Well, the logic is that air conditioned air is dry and is bad for both my skin and hair. Ya, talk about oi leng. Here's a very good example!

But these couple weeks I've been sleeping under 20 degree Celsius and I'm enjoying the time of my life! For the very first time I said screw dry skin screw dry hair all I want is a cool chilling room. Today and yesterday I've broke my record by not allowing the air con to rest for the entire day! Ya, it's been running 48 hrs non stop. Bird's electricity bill is so gonna be rocket high next month T____T

Speaking of high, I AM VERY ANGRY AT THAT 100 STOREYS BUILDING. WTF. DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK WE REALLY NEEDED THAT MANY SKY SCRAPERS AND OFFICE BUILDINGS?

Let's be pragmatic here. Even Damansara Uptown has got vacancies and not to mention there's another construction of office building right beside 1Utama. I'm just talking bout a small area in Petaling Jaya here, there's many more in other parts of PJ for example Menara Merais at Rothman roundabout and all the Jaya buildings. ALL VACANT!!! KL has got x100 more!! And sad to say, some are built half way and left abandoned for many long years.

I'd advice the government to spend these money to repair building, your drainage system, the highways that is causing more traffic congestions rather than solving the traffic problem and your transportation systems among others. INVEST HEAVILY ON TOURISM!!! THINK FDI.

Just repair and renovate the older buildings lah, we dont need offices. We probably need more shopping complexes and more brands from other countries (ya bring in more cotton on like brands). Most important of all WE NEED FOOOOODDD.

WE WANT LOWER TAX RATES. CHEAPER PETROL. BETTER PERKS AND BENEFITS. BETTER COUNTRY TO LIVE IN.

By building a 100 storey high building makes this a high income country? Joke of the year! This proves that how much the government dont understand finance and economy and of course, the people.

Anyways, I'll be selling off my old clothes - mostly either still brand new or just worn once. So if you have similiar stuff pls let me know.

WTF Bird just asked what kind of wedding gown I want, he'll buy -___- Where got ppl buy wedding gown one!! Siao!! (he's jk bout the gown, I want to show that he can be very stupid and blur hahaha)

I blog when I'm bored

2010-10-20T04:14:00.003+08:00

Which so happens is revision/study time!

You have no idea what I'm studying! It's nothing interesting and it is nothing enjoyable. No funny facts. All boring financial histories and data and procedures. How to prevent fraud how to achieve good corporate governance. Ppffftttt

I dont like Vanessa. Never liked her since the very first season when her role was still an unprominent one. She is stupid and annoying and so suspicious. TRUST YOUR BF LAH DUMBO! I'm very angry at her one ok! Everytime she appears on the scene my blood starts to boil, even when she was just passing by doing nothing or just waving her hand to say hi. Someone should hit and run her!

I hope you notice I blog when I am angry or unhappy or have nothing to do. It's so gloomy here. WHY ARE YOU READING THIS? CANT YOU FEEL MY DARK CLOUDS ARE SHOO-ING YOUR BRIGHT SUNNY SKY?

You deserve more! Read no more!

OH NO READ READ! I do have one happy thing to tell.

Bird promised to bring me to I-City to see lights! I know some of you have been there. As ulu as I am, I have just heard of the place couple weeks ago. -_- Brenda was suppose to go with her bf Andre but plan changed cause apparently need to pay RM10 entry fee and they felt that it's not worth it cause that place isn't that big and has nothing much to see other than lights.

But Bird was saying nvm lar, RM10 only ma pay lor. I really want to go but the entry fee is a bit potong stim. Yes RM10 is not much but to think of it , I can buy many types of tidbits from pasar malam with RM10 or I can buy bubble tea or McD or probably a dress from Sg Wang /Times Square.

OHOHOH ONE MORE HAPPY HAPPY JOYOUS NEWS.

MY INSECT BAG IS BACK!! LONG HANDLE BILBERRY!! YEAYYY. I was so happy i called Brenda to inform her of the good news and later even forwarded her the email! Hehehehe! Getting it in Nov!

This year's Nov would be one of the best Nov I've ever had in my 22 yrs of life! (The best was when my mum surprised me with a pair of purple roller blades on my 8th or 9th or 10th birthday!)

And also and also. Bird promised to help me with my degree thesis. I'm planning to do Marketing so need everybody's help especially those majoring in Marketing!! But this would be a year 2011 thing so no rush, no rush =)

Oh and also, I've planned what to do during holidays. Other than shopping, I am going to spend more time in the kitchen learn to make some simple desserts. And maybe some biscuits or cookies for X'mas. And spent time with my beloved brother!

Haih, speaking of brother. We have not been spending time for quite a few weeks due to his heavy workload. It's good that the boss is looking good on him but from what he's told me, the company is yet another typical china man company, with a lot politics which of course don't affect his work but it's quite demotivating one lar. Sigh, hope the best for him only lah!

Eh eh, once think of one good happifying event suddenly other happifying events followed up. I'm happy now!

Oh Insect bag!

So happy.

How to sleep?!

^^V

Randomness

2010-10-19T02:00:00.006+08:00

Ahh. So tired.

I've had a nice almost 15hours of sleep today and I'm feeling tired still.

I should be studying for tomorrow's mock exam now but instead I'm writing this. Too tired lar. Really demotivated to touch any books. Even novels. All I want now is to relax my mind and some time to recuperate. Weekend classes has been draining me out.

I was late for last last week's class as I was super demotivated to the point that I dressed super sloppy to class. My lecturer shook his head when he saw me coming in with a pale looking sleepy and grumpy face. He showed a "you are definitely my best student" look.

And yesterday was again late cause, yeah, I woke up late but that as late as previous week. I walked in to the class when he was teaching and subtly he smiled. During break he asked " hah! overslept again!" I replied "No, was having breakfast", with my signature big wide grin. All he did was again, shook his head with a smile.

I'm such a terrible student! T__T

These days I dare not walk out of the house without make up. Seriously makes very big difference! Just a stroke of eyeliner and little dap of white shimmer eyeshadow on the inner corner of your eye do magic. And not forgetting my Sugarbomb blusher which perks up my worn out look.

Was clearing my phone and found these ancient pictures:

1) Max in Vet. He had bacteria infection in his ears caused by water.

Everyone was wondering how water went in to his ears. I suspected it to be a masterpiece of Mr "I sayang my dog" Wong. That time the weather was horribly hot so he splash/spray water on the furry thing to cool him down.

Big fat ass!

Waiting for doctor to analyse the test results.

Stupid dog peed on this spot 3 times. Twice while waiting for doctor to check on another animal and once while waiting for prescription. The helper must have hated this dog very much haha!

Max in car. He loves the air con very much.

Stupid dog dripping saliva on the sofa!

2) One of the days we had supper at A&W. This is what they serve :

an expired burger!

Look at the lettuce!

And Bird said the fish fillet tasted weird *indicating it's spoilt

Now my bf is a very wtfthisiscustomerservice already. Last time when I was starting to know him he's a nvmlar person. Probably caused by influence *ahem me*

He went to the counter, instead of talking to ordinary worker he straight asked for manager and complain. The manager was so paiseh that he personally went to the waffle counter and made us a complimentary waffle. And that time waffle counter was closed.

But he didn't want to accept the waffle. Partly cause he dont feel nice accepting it cause he got his burger renewed and partly cause we were already full.

3) Max again

This is Max playing with the green squeaky ball I bought. He loves it but Bird's dad confiscated the call. His argument was that the ball's too small for this him, apparently will choke him. -__-

Poor Max, he really likes balls especially those that makes noise!

4) My pathetic relationship

I can never able to take a nice proper appropriate picture with this guy!

See my point? T___T

Duke-omg-so-scary-dra-waikit-cula with toothpick fangs. This is what you normally see while waiting for food.

Strawberry Parfait at Zanmai. Yum yum. Should try!

If you haven noticed, he changed his specs =D. People now orang atas liao, wear Emporio Armani.

Anyway this is our anniversary celebration T___T What to do, no time and busy and tired. Gotta quick quick fast fast simply eat at some place. Nonetheless, japs food is healthy enough for my high cholesterol bf.

Honestly I was hoping for some more romantic and stuff cause he promised after his project management assignment he will compensate me. So I gotta admit that I did expect something. But nvm lar. Insect bag makes up everything!

There goes my bag.. there goes my.. There goes my Longchamp Le Pliage bag!

2010-10-18T01:07:00.002+08:00

This is the colour that I wanted. Blue-purplish. I think it's indigo, the final colour in rainbow. But mei you liao! Longchamp named the colour bilberry btw...

So now I was asked to consider the other colour (there are 3 colours for this model, Bilberry Graphite and black). I never wanted black.

This is graphite. It's like teal-grey-blue. I think this colour is way better than black but I still prefer bilberry.

I asked my financier (well, Bird paid for the bag hehehe!) which colour to choose he said this doesn't seem that bad either but I still think Bilberry is better.

I've seen the real thing in college for both colours. Both look good but I still prefer Bilberry. I mean, I dont mind Graphite but, I have an unexplainable connection with this Bilberry colour.

So now I'm advised to consider short handle (Note the handle for first picture and this last picture, first picture's handle is way longer) cause short handle has bilberry.

And the badges (insects tags) for short handle is nicer.. but my financier and Brenda said long handle more practical, which is what I thought too.

So now the question is, should I change to Graphite long handle, or wait till Longchamp restocks Bilberry long handle?

If you're wondering how much is the bag.. well, this is limited edition piece so... a little more expensive.

RM590

The normal ones are lesser than Rm500 I think?

And I really think (from the very depth of my heart) I deserve this present very much! It's anniversary + birthday + christmas.. and not to mention, spent alot time helping him on his project management and all the late night cooking and massages.

K lah, massages dont count lah cause I grumbled alot hahha..

Major love

2010-10-14T02:43:00.014+08:00

I love how people are spicing up your mother's or even grandmother's clothes..

British model Alexa Chung

I like her assembles - with hints of girlishness, colours, trendy and touch up with vintage accessories.

From Lookbook.nu

BF shirt is the now a must have in your closet. For the past 3-4 seasons, stripes and military has been the in-style. I'm not so sure how far can military fashion go, but striped shirts are definitely value for money..

Pictures all from lookbook.nu

World War II style - Brown shoes with socks. High waisted bottom, soft and sheer material top.. paired with a grandma brown sling bag.

Floral motives bottom. Can go with chiffon top or a simple cotton tank top. Either way you're in!

Who would have thought grandmother's loafers are selling like hot cake in stores?

MARY JANES!! MUAH FAVOURITA..

And can-can hat. Totally love how the Japs are wearing them but that hat look too weird on me huhuhu...

Polka Dots!!

Love the coat. But so not suitable for this desert hot weather!

AAhhhh... Sooo Blair!

Cape and beret can never go out of style!

Above styles can be found in Topshop, Miss Selfirdge and Dorothy Perkins as well as Warehouse but they are rather pricey =(.

Topshop High Waisted Indigo Hotpants. RM149.90.

Brother wanted to buy for me last month but 1u Topshop ran out of sizes soo.. till today haven buy =( I've been searching high and low for a pair of high waisted shorts that would fit perfectly. Till today, cant find, only Topshop has it.

Topshop Paperbag Fannel Shorts.

Your mother should be still keeping some in her wardrobe. I like this but I'm more willing to pay money for my food than this. Maybe ask your mum "donate" to me?

Topshop's KARL Tassel Loafer.

Ah Ma's shoes! But one thing bout Topshop's footwear is they're mostly of pigskin lining. Pigskin not only not lasting, i heard it's not good for your sole as well. I saw one pair from Camel which looks almost the same except for the colour.. RM199.90 with 10% discount .. SUPER COMFY WAN

Alternative option would be 1) Australia's Cotton On 2) Blogs 3) Bazaar 4) Sg Wang

Rubi Larry Loafer in Tan.

Should cost less than RM70 but I highly doubt it's quality.

Rubi Agness Brogue in Tan.

Confirm will buy this when I'm free. Hopefully by that time still have stock lah. 1U and Pyramid Cotton On is too small lor always no stock this no stock that. Worse come to worse I ask Bird's cousin buy from Penang then bring down for me LOL.

Rubi Eden Espidrille

I'm shoe lover. Can't blame me for loving and wanting to own so many pairs of shoes hehehe! This should goes with anything! And I saw it was once sold for RM29 only wanted to buy for Pangkor trip but again, 1U Cotton On sold out liao!

Rubi/Cotton On Festival Cross Body Bag

Vintage. Me Likey! But I feel it's a little too small.

After much thinking I've decided to buy Mulberry Alexa bag. Inspired one lah obviously. The real thing costs about RM5000 ok. There's big difference between a replica and inspired. Replica is like, real original DVD and pirated DVD sold in pasar malam. Inspired is, well, inspired lah. The design is the same but different material used and no brand label.

Mulberry Alexa bag. It's actually named after Alexa Chung.

I like Cotton On but everyone is wearing them! Blogs, bazaar and Sg Wang needs loads of patients and energy to search. It's a tiring process but what to do I so kiam siap. Actually not kiam siap lah, just, why spend few pounds when you can spend just a few penny?

I am currently looking for dungaree (shorts) ,

trendy type, not the farmer type.

Spotted at Cotton On for Rm69 *bluek. Nothing special summor the blue denim shade is so laopek.

Sorry lah, everything is so messy I just need to babble something. Been studying one whole day damn sien!! Need to release stress and relax mind a bit...

P/S: Has nothing to do with my birthday wish list. But of course if you're feeling rich can always buy me one of these. Rubi shoes lah, it's cheap during sale. Only RM29 mar. I wear size 36. =D

Urggh! I hate Friday!

2010-10-08T20:19:00.006+08:00

Really. I dont enjoy Fridays anymore, unless if I'm going to church.

To be honest, I've not been attending church as often as I did in the past. Partly because I have class, partly because I have things to do and recently, is because I'm staying at Bird's house and he always cannot make it back to send me home.

Like today. But today I forgave him cause he needed to hand up his assignment and the deadline is 5pm. But that doesn't mean I'm not angry anymore!

And worse of all is, around 4 or 5pm, I called my brother ask if he's going church and blablabla and he told me to take cab home. He went back, gave me the number, I called. Waited waited and waited. For an hour I was waiting for the stupid cab till my sister called me asked if I'll be going home.

I really dont know la. So inefficient la! Isn't cause it's peak hour or cause it's raining or cause cab just dont like TTDI like how they dislike entering Tropicana? GGGGRRRR....

While waiting for cab I was so so so bored that I have the time to experiment with few eyeliner tricks and rubbing serum onto my hair. Normally I dont have the time or rather, lazy to separate my hair into sections for serum. And including blogging this!

I'm wearing everything Cotton On! Bra, tank dress, even my shoe (leopard print flats) and bag (black drawstring) so I must must must put on something non Cotton On. I super love the salmon pink shorts Brenda bought in HK/Shenzhen.

The only thing about the shorts is the back part.

I generally don't mind elastics but, this one is a bit disproportion somehow. But overall comfortable.

It initially comes with studs but I took them off. I'm a lover of blings, never studs. You may ask, wah take the studs off Brenda not angry meh? Erm, nope and the very reason why she bought this short is cause she knows I like all these bright cheerful colours. Not for the studs.

I love buying tank dress. Whoever invented them are super genius! They are so easy to match with and , if you're bored of wearing a dress can always tuck them underneath any bottom of your choice. Multipurpose. Very economical!

Fatty promised to make up to me by bringing me out for a nice dinner but now its 8pm he's no where near to me! I'm beginning to hate Monash more and more deeply and I hate Fatty for his horrible decision making. Why cant he just spend 2 yrs or lesser in Canada rather than turning his 3 yrs life into a miserable one (and also mine!!)?

You see ah, go Canada can finish degree in 2 yrs - If rajin a bit take summer courses can cut short up to 1 year. Maybe gotta live alone adapt to new environment and all but you have sister there ma. And in Canada can shop for me can help me sapu cheap stuff. LDR a while I dont mind wan lor if we're really meant to be together then, no matter what will still be together wan ma. And if it cant work out, better yet I can go find someone else!

I'm still angry lah. I want ice cream I want cheese cake I want J.Co Donuts I want bagels I want tomyam kung to feel better!

OMG I better not be angry so much otherwise will end up being a dai fei po.

Really. I eat when I'm angry I eat when I'm stressed. I eat even when I'm sad. The only time I dont eat is when well, forcing myself to fast and when I am already full or when I am not well but most of the time I eat also even when I'm sick.

Let's just hope my metabolism rate will remain this high or higher for the rest of my life!

C'est la Vie!

Nov coming soon

2010-10-07T02:07:00.002+08:00

I'd appreciate the following gifts

1) work attire

2) hair curler

3) high socks with cute prints

4) Jeggings (acid wash light blue)

5) Colourful Tights

6) Lipsticks. Prefer MAC cause of its creamy formula.

(7) Eyeliner Brush. MUST BE NATURAL ANIMAL HAIR!

All cheap cheap stuff except for (1) and (2) but they not too expensive either. =D

(3) to (6) cause I have no time to buy? Dont need to be branded, I'm not bothered.

WHO'S GETTING THIS?!

2010-10-07T02:01:00.002+08:00

today is day number

2010-10-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

1095.

That is 3 yrs. SAN NIEN. 1095days. Long time!

Postponing all forms of celebration to 17th or later.

Dont wish. Cause I'm not particularly happy or excited or thrilled. It's not cause gotta postpone celebration or what, I'm not that particular bout the date as long as YOU remember.

I dont know, maybe cause life is buzy and maybe cause part of me is hoping for something fairytale. Whatever it is I need to visit my throne now then, off to bed. Long day tmr.

Sigh. Damn tired.

Eh come see this

2010-10-02T21:12:00.004+08:00

CLICK THIS. This is something I think everyone should see.

Sigh. How to be rich leh? Costs of everything is rising but pay rise is always below the inflation and etc rates.

Now I only hope for salt's price to remain as low as possible because, salt is really useful!!

Salt can be used as a tool to torture - as you may already know, sprinkle on wound will cause great pain!

Salt can enhance the taste of cooking, can be used to marinate and preserve food as well. Do you know that I do not like to eat spareribs? That is cause I find it hard to accept the strong bloody stench. My uncle taught me how to remove the smell. Very easy, just by rubbing salt on the ribs and leave in for 30mins then rinse.

Salt is also useful outside kitchen. For example, can be used to wash clothes. Soak your dirty clothes in a pail for an hour before throwing them in to the washing machine. I dont know how effective is this method as I am a lazy person I normally dont soak my clothes before washing.

I use salt to wash Bird's dirty smelly feet. Usually I will prepare a pail of warm salty water for him to soak for 15 mins.. but his feet are really smelly and has too much dead skin, salt alone is not enough so now I add honey and milk and increase the temperature.

Salt can kill bacteria and remove foul smell, so does honey. Both honey and milk have moisturizing properties. Warm water softens the dead skin. So ya, after the whole soaking in warm water process, I'll prepare an extra pail of ice cold water for Bird to soak for another 10mins.

You've learnt in Science that you know all the kembang kecut process.. So, scrubbing is now so much easier. This is Nicole Yong Feet Washing Formula and I share only with you! I dont want to brag but I gotta tell you this works! His feet now is like the cleanest pair of feet in town. Dont believe you call me now, we go out together gether I let you smell his foot.

I know many of us here dont wash hair everyday. For me, I super tak boleh tahan. But do you know how to wash your hair without the need to use water and soap?

All you need is, flour and salt.

Sprinkle flour on your scalp and the root of your hair to mattify the shine. Then, rub salt onto your scalp and massage thoroughly. After that just... dust off excess salt and flour. Salt is sodium, means, its alkaline which neutralises our acidic scalp and like the feet washing part, salt kills bacteria and remove foul smell. But I gotta warn you that rubbing salt on scalp may and most probably cause pain and discomfort =D And the entire process takes bout an hour!!

By far I use salt as scalp scrub only, after shampoo before conditioner.

Time to say goodbye... to Nokia N73

2010-09-28T15:18:00.003+08:00

It's been 3 yrs plus and my phone is now kong-ing.

I'd say the phone served me rather well although I'm constantly annoyed by its turtle speed. Since March I've been saying I'm gonna change to iPhone but now I'm really not sure if iPhone is the one for me.

If I were to choose Blackberry it'd be Blackberry Bold 9700 in white. But I'm a little worried that Blackberry may be a little too serious and boring for me. But growing up as a clumsiest kid in town I dont think I can take good care of an iPhone.

Anyhoo, yea, now it's between iPhone 4 and Blackberry Bold 9700.

I surely need many many games so that I can have different choices to choose from especially when I'm constipating wahahhahaa!!! Music is not a must so the iPod function is not really useful to me as my current phone has got zero songs in it but the reason I removed all the songs is cause the phone became too laggy. But I do love to have a few Vanessa Mae in my phone.

I dont like to carry an extra camera around so a phone with a good camera would be nice. I think here iPhone got a plus point. I dont mind not having any GPS or map functions - I rarely get lost you see and I always have a habit of checking Google map and plan out my route whenever I'm going to an unfamiliar place.

Now I definitely want a phone that has an ability to go online so I could check my mail at anytime anywhere ... and talk to Brenda on MSN. WIFI a must. iPhone and Blackberry each gets one point here.

Calender is basic of basic. I need organizer and reminder and planner. Currently my phone cant do much so I store abit in my gmail abit in my phone abit in my wallet -__- An iPhone allows me to take note of the stock exchange and other financial information. Not that I bought any shares but it's related to my field of studies.

Btw, a shocker news. Justin's getting a stepfather. The wedding will be in Dec, looking at the invitation email, I have a feeling that it's a garden western style wedding.. something similiar to what I have in mind.

Haih what to do. My aunt and I have great taste. Wahahaha..

Yea. He's an angmoh. This time, a Scottish. Have not met him, not even heard of him and I am still digesting the news. So ytd night I googled him hahaha! As a regional manager, it's not that hard you know.

When I first read the mail I was really worried. What if new uncle's a chinese? How well can Justin cope up with new life? Can he blend well with new cousins? What about the man's family? Is his mother still alive? Is she that open minded that she doesn't mind her son marry a mid age woman with a son? Buy big free small wor.. Later the new mother in law bully my aunt how?

It's really worrying wan you know! What more after watching sooooo many TVB drama. . .

At least now, knowing that he's white.. I can be excited all the way lah..

Hoo hoo brother bringing me to Taiwan or Korea next yr =D=D=D

2010-09-27T13:50:00.003+08:00

Blink blink 3 weeks passed so quickly Bird's sister is now on the plane back to Canada.

This is my second time meeting her and this time we talked more went out more and sort of got closer. The first meeting 2 yrs ago was rather awkward and well, I was scared of her!

Bird had warn me that his sister is a control freak and bossy, I just thought which girl isn't and how far can she control people, right? But, 2 yrs ago I really saw how she got what she wants and it freaks me out a little but at the same time I admired her.

This time she came back alone, more time for her to nag and lecture her brother. Sometimes I felt annoyed too cause, it pisses Bird off and when he's pissed off I'm affected. It's a chain. But sometimes I really like her I enjoy seeing the drama I enjoy listening to her pissing the brother off. It's fun when it affects me not.

She bought me this before she left.

I dont know, maybe she feels not nice that she bought everyone something but bought me only 2-3 pieces of clothes? Or maybe she feels her brother bullied me too much or maybe it's a thank you gift for temaning her mother or maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Anyway it's my early birthday present =D

Throughout the 3 weeks, I do feel left out somewhere or another but seeing that the parents were in such good mood, makes me happy also lah in a way. His dad ah, really smiles all the time like chap dou kam like that.

It's fun to watch how she forces the brother to do something. Like, changing specs and buying a pair of shoe. Specs he mmg wanted to change but has been procrastinating as long as forever and shoe, well, I told him to buy shoe wear shoe till my tongue cracked if it wasn't for his sister he will never ever bother to walk in to a shoe shop to buy. Everytime I tried dragging him in to a shoe shop he will slip his foot in, took it out and said see how lah his favourite words.

I promised to go Sg Wang with her but in the end there is not enough time to do so. Wanted to go Bangsar Jalan Telawi but the weather didnt allowed us to do so. I felt bad cause I promised to bring her around to shop cheap yet nice stuff. In the end, most of the time shopped at malls and bought stuff from cheaper boutiques like Kitschen and Cotton On and Pyramid Asian Avenue.

And Bird's right, she a lot like me. Or, I'm a lot like her. We're sama sama timid but of course I'm more to the extreme side. We dont eat yam and we love curry maggi mee. We have same taste when comes to bag =D

Yesterday rush rush after class (yes sunday class!) after dinner Bird and I went to 1U to buy her a little something. Dress from P&Co. She wanted to buy it when we were in Penang but I told her it's expensive cause I can get the almost same thing for less than half the price at Sg Wang but since we didn't have time for any KL cheapskate shopping, expensive ma expensive lor summor it's a gift shouldn't be so kiam.

Same like the perfume lah. The sister bought it and passed to fatty to pass to me. His mum said the sister told the brother that just take it as he buy for me wan. But haiyo I know my bf super well lor you think he will go shopping mall, stop by perfume counter and test one perfume after another meh?

The dress I placed it on the sofa after she excused herself to the washroom. I did the tag saying "SURPRISE from your brother". The moment she saw it she told her mum "Haiya must be Nicole lah he where got so nice buy me dress."

Then she asked me a few times, really ah he pay wan ah really ah? He got money meh? He really so nice ah pay for this dress? Well, we shared, but I told her he paid for everything .. Can see she's very happy wan =D

Pangkor Laut

2010-09-15T15:00:00.008+08:00

(This has been in my draft for 3 weeks!)

Hi Hi back from Pangkor!

Saw the pictures on FB? The resort nice right? Well, there's more in Bird's mum and sister's camera. I came back a day earlier with Bird by plane cause apparently, he cannot miss Wed's class but guess what? He just skipped 2 out of 3 classes! -_-

This is baby Alastair? Alister? Alistair? I really dont know. His grandma calls him something that sounds like "Eh-Lester" (like how I call Lesboman sometimes haha)

Btw he's Bird's nephew. I feel he's rather small in size for an almost 1 yr old. I remember Justin was like twice his size lor but then yalah Justin was fat and chubby. Btw that Justin is now on diet and he exercises alot according to his mother my aunt. And tanned which apparently one of his teacher thought he's a mixture of angmoh + chinese + malay + indian. -___-

Back to the baby. I actually took many of his pictures and was busy playing with him as well as eating that's why there isnt much nice pictures. I didn' post up all the baby's pictures cause, I didnt asked permission from the boy's parents so yea, you'd see only a few. Ok, really, back to the baby. HE SMILES ALOT!! And best of all, he doesn't cry much... even when he has pooped or peed on his diapers or even constipating.

And as you can see I took so many pictures of different birds. -_-

First was Hornbill.

Semua gambar burung was taken on the first day, couple minutes after check in. I didnt know that there were hundreds of them on the island. I thought they were shipped over to the island but later was told that they flew over by themselves.

There were 2 different species, Big and Small. The ones I saw and snapped are small. Apparently Big hornbills were the ones shipped over and can only be seen on the other side of the island. But once a while they do come over to the main resort compound.

Secondly, the peacock.

I saw only one male one female. They're the production of a pair of imported peacock from I cant remember where and to this date there's about 50 of them.

Third, Fruit bats.

Super noisy. They are everywhere along the way from our villa to the reception. They too flew over and found their shelter at the resort.

There are 4 types of villa to choose from. Hill, Garden, Sea and Spa.

We stayed at Garden Villa.

Neh, someone asking me to teman him go poof poof. *rolleyes*

One villa has got 4 rooms, 2 on top 2 bottom. Top floor and bottom floor's have different interior design. All rooms are not connected so it was very troublesome for both Fatty and I to go over to see each other.

Mai Favourite! I actually tried the bath salt.

Damn relaxing!

Too bad they didnt provide bubble bath or aroma therapy oil.

Didn't had the time to take a look at the Spa Village. Btw, their 2 hrs spa and massages cost about RM499++ What a rip off!! I heard it's only RM78nett at TTDI

I hope I dont sound ungrateful here but this is definitely an ultra-uncle-holiday! Not a place for me, not now at least. At PLR, I eat 3 three course meal a day. It's literally wake up, buffet breakfast, rest and then it's time for 3 course lunch.. then rest, and before my stomach had the time to digest breakfast and lunch, it's dinner time already! -_-

Hence, it is definitely a place for 1) uncle and aunties 2) couples with baby(ies) 3) newly weds 4) those living a hectic life.

But overall I gotta say they offer really good service and very cincai in the sense, well, I went kayak-ed with Bird his sis and dad. They have only 2 man kayak so obviously I hopped on one with Bird and by right they should charge RM20 per hour per kayak but they charged only for one layak cause Bird and I played like only 20mins max.

Ok kayak was a funny story. I cant rmb when was the last time I kayak and I am sure I didnt learn it by heart so I shall just say I cant kayak so since I cant do shit Bird gotta teach me. The thing is, he sat at the back and my life vest is so huge I couldn't see much when he's teaching.

So you know lah he so bad temper, I was scolded throughout the time! Steer half way he went like "eh what u doing?! U stirring soup ah?!" "you digging sand ah" "OI DO PROPERLY LA"

Of course I'm not so bad lah I tried to learn and practice a bit ma.. and by the time I felt and thought I probably could steer properly already (which according to fatty he didnt think so) I SAW A BLACK SEA SNAKE STANDING OR SWIMMING VERTICALLY IN THE WATER LOOKING AT ME THEN SORT OF LIKE SLIDING TOWARDS OUR KAYAK AND OBVIOUSLY I PANICKED AND DONT KNOW DO WHAT TILL THE KAYAK WENT EVEN FURTHER OFF SHORE. WORSE PART WAS, I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I DID THAT INSTEAD OF STEERING THE KAYAK TO THE RIGHT DIRECTION THE KAYAK WENT ROUND AND ROUND IN CIRCLES ON THE SAME SPOT.

So we went up to the shore only after 10mins and I was tearing abit. I asked the guard and he said tak ada ular kalau ada resort sudah tutup. He assured me that it's probably a wood stick. So we went back to kayak for the second time.

This time Bird was tired and fed up. So after steering all by himself for another 10mins he conned me "OMG GOT SNAKE GOT SNAKE NICOLE FAST GOT SNAKE STEER STEER" I got so panic I didnt know what I did but I remember we almost hit a mangrove tree (again, because of me -_-)

This was taken at Chapman's Bar, after lunch. Good's great view's great everything great here except service was a little slow. Here not that many flies but alot ants -_-

I dont understand how come no one likes this picture on FB.

His sister was like, Waikit, careful dont squash the baby. HAHAHA

I shaved his head again one day before we left to the resort. And the baby loves the hair =D

Maybe the main Pangkor island is a fishing village and many people there sai ham yu.. I dont understand how can a 5 star resort has got so many flies and mosquitoes. We dont have this problem in Perhentian what more we stayed at only a bag-packers resort.

One more plus point for perhentian is that, I can snorkel as much as I like at dirt cheap price but here, it costs RM300 per pax just to snorkel wtf what do you have in the Straits of Malacca? Sea urchin sea urchins and lucky you jellyfish.

Dear Jela

2010-09-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday again!!

Btw I forgot to wish brother for you hahaha but it's okay, i'm not bragging but, my brother really is an understanding boy.

Isn't it sad and weird that we're so close yet, we dont take pictures together?! I seriously cant find any pictures of us! AT ALL... Maybe I should learn Photoshop then photoshop my face on daniel's but that would be weird. Imagine big tall and dark body with a small tiny yellow funny face. Not to mention long hair.. hahaha

Maybe I should try it some day! xD

I'll bring you salted fish for your birthday!

Much love.

lulu

2010-09-02T21:13:00.003+08:00

It's Croc's annual warehouse sale again! Starting today (2nd Sept) till Sunday (5th Sept).

I didn't know bout it until I read FB news feed. Immediately quick quick fast fast change and sneaked the bf's car to Ikano Power Centre.

I was super happy super excited cause lao niang is kiam siap poh not willing to pay over RM100 for a pair of rubber shoe. I thought of grabbing some goodies for my beloved brother and that super fa bf and probably my sister..

But do you have any idea how long the queue was?!

Obviously this is not the exact floor plan lah!! You cant be expecting me to be able to draw out a shopping mall's actual floor plan right?! Red lines indicating the queue. Purple arrow is where I came from (Popular bookstore that end)

But hell ya I'm not exxarating!The queue was really this long! And excludes some crowds scattered outside the hair salon somewhere further below the purple arrow.

It's a Thursday . I went there at 2+ to 3pm! No work no class ah so free go buy stuff?!

Next week's Pangkor trip!! I've searched through a few malls and I cant find a suitable proper swimwear! By proper meaning, cover most part of body that type...

At the moment, ask me fork out RM150+ for something that I rarely wear I really feel super heart pain lor! But, just lemme ask you lah, would you wear bikini in front of your bf's parents and uncle/auntie and cousins?! Even if they are very in and open minded.. still feel weird lor!

Money aside, another thing is,I look super weird in proper swim wear! They made me either look like a kid or a mother of 3!! FML. I think i'll just gonna bring my bikini and maybe wear some T-shirt to cover up T__T

clap hands!

2010-08-31T02:50:00.008+08:00

It's Merdeka and I'm going to talk about eyelid glue hahhaa!!

It was Teing's actually. I made an unneccesary trip over to their house the other night to help Hwey out with her make up trauma. Unneccesary cause our friend here is not doing anything except for screaming "omg dont poke my eye" or "I'm scared I dont want to poke my eye" every 10 seconds.

But she did took the initiative to learn how to use eyeliner and draw a proper line on the lid.

Back to eyelid glue. It sucks! Cant remember what brand but it's pink in colour and I'm guessing Teing bought it from SaSa. It feels weird after application and hard to get a proper straight line.

I had make up the other day cuz just came back from church. The left side had the glue thingy on. It's actually my right eye la but all the what camera ding dong cahaya pantulan crap so it's left here.

You can clearly see that it enlarges my eyes and I look really weird. I'm not sure if it's cause I already had double eyelid myself or the thing will just make you look weird.

Here's me lifting up my brows. Cause there is not enough flesh so it looks as if the eyelid has been pulled all the way up...

This one even worse! I tried closing my eyes and again, not enough flesh to do so. Hence can only close HALF WAY!! F-single eyelid-L!! Blinking is weird also!

Something random here

Went 7-11 TTDI and saw this car. HAHHAA. Kena jackpot max!! ENTIRE car was covered with bird's poop. I wonder how long he parked his car there! But that area mmg a bit F-ed up wan lah park for 2 mins also can easily kena first prize!

and here.. my very nice warm brown hair colour! super super love it!!

And lastly, Toby boy!!! Brenda's puppy. See so fluffy right? Cuz I brushed his hair nicely.. even the very small and secluded area. But I think he hates me cause I forced him over then put him on a high table...

Okie. Enjoy your holiday whether you're employed or jobless hahaha!!

Hello MAC

2010-08-17T21:47:00.008+08:00

Saturday was Estee Lauder Group of Companies staff sale and I was given 2 pass card from Brenda.

But me being such a nice friend, gave BOTH the cards to Hwey as I foresee myself waking up late and sulk for unable to get up in time. Or worse, went queue at Renaissance Hotel at 5am and fell asleep outside the hall unable to get up. Of course another reason was cause I know that somebody needs some face paints. But my dear friend ended up overslept as well -_-

However I was smart enough to ask Brenda to help me grab some goodies, since she's working for the event.

I just asked Brenda bout the event, she said it was super packed. All cosmetic goods were gone by 11am! Within 3 hours, 1000 over products went poooofff!!!

So here are the things she bought:

Total cost only RM135 =D

Lipstick and other two small pots came together in one set, RM70. Super bargain!!! I always thought MAC products are like super expensive but after checking the price list only I realise the pricing is actually rather reasonable..

1) MAC Mineralize Skinfinish in Cheeky Bronze

Normal retail price RM91.00

With flash.

Without flash.

Swatch on hand. Without flash.

With flash.

Major major love!

The colour is really sheer and shimmery. Can be used as an overall face finisher (meaning something like loose powder to set your foundation) or can be used as a blusher or used to contour face.

I checked the review on Youtube and most review of this product is excellent!

2) MAC Lipstick in Fun Fun

Normal retail for RM60.00

Here's the swatch on hand. Without flash

With flash.

Swatch on lips with flash. This is bare lips with 25364r89880 layers of lipbalm

One layer of lipstick. Flash on.

Multiple layers of lipsticks. Flash.

I wanted to post up pictures without flash to compare but.. abit hard cause I got nothing on the laptop to edit the pictures. I superly love the texture as it is very creamy. It smells very milky too!

3) MAC Eyeshadow in Nanogold

Normal retail RM55.00

It's a very nice shimmery light beige it is actually a beige pink duo tone eyeshadow

Swatch. On hand. Without Flash

With flash

4) MAC Fluidline (gel eyeliner) in Blitz and Glitz (black)

Normal retail price for RM65.00

Haven got a chance to try it yet cause I have no eyeliner brush...

Eyebrow

2010-08-15T23:50:00.004+08:00

Today gonna talk bout eyebrow.

Start by shaping.

I only pluck and trim it a little cause I prefer Korean brows.

Song Hye Kyo

Han Ga In

Lee Da Hae

Moon Geun Young

Some people may like their brows thin and high, I prefer bushy and flat. I like how it doesn't making me look too fake. So if you were to ask me how to shape brow, all i can tell you is.. WATCH YOUTUBE.

Not that I dont want to help, but really I dont really shape them myself. If you're skeptical, go Sasa, buy brow shaper or whatever it is called. It's some plastic thingy that helps you to determine your arch and shape and blablabla. This kind of thing should DIY, first time go beauty salon is ok but are you that free to keep visiting the salon?

And pls. It takes MAXIMUM 10mins. So "i have a lot of work" or "I'm busy" is not a good excuse!

So I'm just gonna teach how to fill your botak brows. Sorry if you're offended, but not everyone has got nice purrrfect long bushy well shaped brow. Especially Asians. *sigh* The newest way to have a natural looking eyebrow is to fill in your brows USING EYESHADOW!

Get a colour that is closest to your eyebrow hair colour. Usually is dark grey (never use black cuz it will look very harsh and unnatural) or dark brown. Some people like to have both colours. This time, go matte! Meaning NO SHIMMERRRRY effect. No glitters no pearl shine...

If your beautician ask you to shave your brow etc etc, just tell her to resign or close shop. Because now we want to look alll natural! So hair is crucial, even if its scarce!

Here you will need an eyebrow brush. If you have an eyeliner brush, can be used here also.

See the brush tip, angular shape.

If you do not own any make up brushes, then go to the nearest stationary shop, get one PAINT BRUSH that looks like this. No need animal hair cause you're using on your brow only ma so nylon brush will do... If you cant find anything similiar to this, then just simply get one flat paint brush.. go home, cut it into this angular shape.

See, who says make up is expensive?!

The diagram above is to help you to determine how long your brow should be and where the arch should start.

K now paint your brow by starting from the arch, meaning, Point B... start filling in the colours and extend to Point C

Remember what I said about apply then blend, apply then blend? Eyebrow also same thing.

In order to get an even colour throughout the brow, pick up only a little bit of eyeshadow with your brush, then dap lightly and gently on the arch (Point B) then adding the colour slowly and gradually towards The tail (Point C).

Then there's surely some remaining colours left on the brush, so now, from the arch (Point B).. move forward to Point A.

Then now, blend blend blend bye moving your brush up and down, down and up. If the colour appears to be too dark, wipe off with tissue paper..

K now you're done

Simple. Easy. Natural

Faster thank me!!!

Make ups donts

2010-08-15T22:28:00.005+08:00

1) Dont pick up too much product

Whether foundation, blush or eyeshadow or even lipstick, use your product sparingly. Whether you like being all professional by using brushes or a lazy bum-bum like me who like to use fingers, always pick up your product bit by bit. Just dap finger or brush lightly on the powder.

Make up is all about building and blending. If you're using brush, always tap your brush on your palette for 2-3 times to drop off the excess. Or, you could do it on tissue paper. Remember, always apply blend, apply blend. If the colour is not enough then add abit more then blend again until you're satisfied with the colour.

Blending is like, spreading and even out the colour on your lids.

If you like to use fingers, then you have no choice, no tapping off excess here but the trick is to dap the colour lightly and gently on the area you want to colour. If you feel that the colour is too heavy, rub off gently with a tissue paper or another clean finger. Blending by using a clean finger as well.

And for blush, I feel it is better to tap off excess AND THEN swirl the brush 1-2 times on the back of your hand. This gives a better and more even effect.

2) Never use 2 or more light shimmery eyeshadow on a Chinese eye

The objective of applying make up is to look prettier, to enhance your features and to make you look stand out.

REMEMBER! Asians have very strong yellow undertone skin so light purple + light pink doesn't compliment us, it will only make us look more outstanding in a bad manner! Yes you can still use these two colours, just dont wear them together.

You can still wear purple or pink, but mix them with other dark colour. Example, light purple with dark purple or dark blue. Light pink with dark olive or brown.

3) Dont wear blush on the entire cheek!

You're not a Chinese Opera actress! To get it right, apply blush on cheek bone and concentrate a bit more on the apples of the cheek. This method works for all face shape. It is especially useful to someone who has invincible apple (of cheek) like me.

Many make up artist or Youtube videos demonstrate by smiling or sucking in cheek.. it doesnt work for me.

Oh ya dont go all the way up to your nose. You wouldn't want to look as if you just got a real bad sun burn.

4) NEVER wear same shade on your entire face.

Pink eyeshadow + Pink cheek + pink lips.

O_O

When angmoh make ups may look good, it may not suit us orang cina.

If you want mitchy-matchy look,

--> either lips and cheek same shade or,

--> Eye and lip same shade.

Normally ppl will go for the first combination and play a lil more with the eye make up.

Remember, when you go light on the eye, then use a stronger colour on the lips. If you like to have a nude or pale lips, apply a darker colour on the eye. This focuses only on ONE feature of your face without looking too distracted.

Thats all I can think of for now.

Buh bye.

13yrs old talk

2010-08-13T19:20:00.003+08:00

Few weeks ago was "I lost my virginity"..

Better yet. This appeared on my news feed

Gay porn. wtf!

Kids these days

Sigh. I think I've just lost my handsome cute little brother who used to stick around me. =( Really. There was once he cried (out loud, got lots of tears that kind) when I told him I got bf. Not Bird lah, that time just saje want to con him..

Last time everything Peng Peng jiejie but now see me just say Hi -___- And not to mention the times where he just wouldn't stop keep zha-ing my already small breast T___T I dont like it la of course, but he's only 5 that time.. dont even think he remembers it now. We used to watch Power Rangers together and play Power Rangers toys together... and now he's looking at girls.

His cheeks will turn to wild-rose red when a girl tells him he's handsome. And he never once cared bout his weight but now he's on diet!!!

Our parents keep saying time flies time flies. Really. Time passes real quick. I'm now an aunt. Cousins are getting married one by one. And younger ones are starting to meet girls..

I dont want to grow.

AAHHH I WANT INSECT BAG...

2010-08-11T14:08:00.004+08:00

Longchamp Le Pliage Badges (S/S 2010)

Bird's sister is coming back next month and I haven decide whether to buy or not. At the moment I can afford to pay her back but it's really a no guarantee as you should have already know, I am have a super big appetite.

Right now can pay, but maybe tmr cannot pay. Even if by the time she's back, I could pay her, I may need to tighten my belt for the entire month which, could be a good thing but on the another note, is bad cause it's exam season I need food otherwise brain cant function.

My mum used to scold me "bak jiu hoh sai kor" in hokkien lah. It means something like, eyes were covered with shit so cant see things. Haih, what to do right, maybe she is right.. ppl's eye so sharp.. one by one hooked up with rich boys but me...=( we taking turn to feed each other now..

Airasia now having RM1 sale. WoOOOoOoOTttTT!!! Really want to go Singapore lah but no one can teman!!

I'm currently quite active in working out. Not going gym that sort lah, just stay home, do Pilate whenever I could. Just 15mins each day I feel slimmer already!! But it's freaking painful I tell you. Pilate really stretches and pulls your muscles, you can literally feel it unlike uhm lets say Yoga?

I've not tried Yoga and I can never comprehend how Yoga helped to "gam fei"? All you do is just, close eyes, lift up legs stretch hand or maybe turn n twist here n there... But Pilate is really really different. The moves may seem simple and easy, but it is not!! After each session my abdomen will feel super pain and tired and in a way, hardened.. I can tell you ytd my muscles was so tense that I have no strength even to "kuk si"..

I heard Pilate is more for muscle toning, works best with cardio. But, haiya, people like me do cardio wor.. *big sigh* do half way sure faint wan loh!.

And hor, MY SISTER IS OFFICIALLY FATTER THAN ME WAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAAAHAHAAA!!!!

REALLY!! Whatever bottom I can wear she complains tight lah this and that and now she officially wears a size larger than meee.. WWEEE. WAHAHAHHAA

WWWWOOOWWWOOOOOOWWWOOOOO..

HHHOOOOHHHOOOOHHHHOOOOOO

*orang gila laugh*

Trip trip trip

2010-08-07T03:26:00.010+08:00

Hello.

No make up tips or beauty lessons today. No worries.

I just want to tell the entire world that next month I'll be going to Pangkor Laut .

You know lah before this.. Malacca Singapore Penang Sydney trip all kaput and I really think I need to take a time out from this busy and hectic city life. Ya of course I know that my life isn't the worse case, just, I'm not exactly the type that can handle stress very well. I'm pretty much a tofu..

Pangkor Laut is an island located below Pulau Pangkor, as you can see on the map above. Privately owned and managed by YTL. I'm not sure if it's a man-made island or a real normal natural island bought by YTL.. whatever is it, I googled and the place looks absolutely fantastic!

Unless I'm the organiser, otherwise I wont take up not one bit of my time on google to find out more bout this island. So, I guess this is point number one to prove that I'm very excited.

This is actually the bf's family trip. His sister is coming back next month and this Pangkor Laut trip is made on the very last second of the final hour. The mother really wanted me to join them so much so that she told her fat son that she wants to call me and ask me herself.

When she called to ask, I already felt super excited and I really want to go but then again, this is ppl's family trip ma so I told his mum that I needed time to think and konon-nya ask father's permission (but actual fact is to ask brother's permission I dont know lah I feel more like a younger sister to him more than an older sister sigh) so she told me to reply her by noon.

So from 8.45am till about 11.50am I was talking to Brenda keep asking her whether I should go and this and that. Of course she said GO.. but I was really hesitating... I called the fat bf but he tak layan me "dont ask so much la just tell her that you're going bye". I ask you did your bf talk to you this way, ever? 10 seconds conversation fml!!

If you know me well enough you should know that I'm not an owner of thick skin so at first I felt really touched and bad at the same time that I said no not going. I told her that "I feel I should take a step back so your son could spend more precious time with his sister".. LOL. As if he will really stick to his sister like yao char kuai if I'm not there haha..

I just wanted to reject her offer politely lah so have thought for HOURSS then came out with that lame excuse so lame that she insists I should go. But obviously before I said ok I checked the rates etc cause I know I'd be an incremental cost to them I just want to make sure that the increased of cost is not too material or too significant. Anyway I think the resort should be charging based on number of chalet or villa rented and not by head count..

And I should also tell you that I've already packed my luggage all in MY MIND. hahahhaha!! Already planned what to wear for what activity and what to bring etc etc.... keng or not?!!? HAHAHAHA so this will be point number two of excitement!!

Definitely going to buy new swimwear. Mine is still stucked in the 70's :(

I've already planned to buy a can can hat. Very popular in Japan for this year's spring and summer and possibly coming fall season (or was it fall already? Still see them around on Lookbook.nu)..

Something like this. Going Sg Wang with Brenda on Wednesday to find..

As for the trip to the island, and back... Planned to wear either a denim jumper shorts

Like this (with the can can hat)

Or a playsuit
Something like this from Topshop. But I prefer those with colourful floral prints or cutesy vintage pattern. Goes well with can can hat as well. You think I should get a straw bag to complete the look?

Wtf going beach now like going fashion show.

On island planned to bring lots of dresses and tank top. I think this way it'll be easier to mix and match and secondly, easy to pack.

HHmmmm. I can feel the ever nice sea breeze and smell the salt water already!

Disclose with qualification

2010-08-02T00:39:00.004+08:00

is all I know bout audit. fml.

I was superly eager for classes to start during the holidays, but now I'm screaming and wishing for holidays.

My days wouldn't be this bad if only that stupid KDU would stop changing the timetable. One moment got class, got moment no class. Later got saturday class, later cancel. Can die wan ok everytime change my schedule like that...

But thank goodness KDU's Progress Test is no longer on next Sunday. Maybe the students complained bout having not enough time to study or so it has been postponed to mid of August =D

If you under informed, I'm doing professional papers edi! *walk with nose high high then terpijak tahi haha wtf. I skipped P1 and P2 cause P1 is extension of F8 but I'm doing F8 (audit) in KDU now whilst P2 is continuation of F7 but I have this heavy feeling that I'd fail F7 so cannot take. So I'm doing P3 now.

I like my lecturers alot! One chinapek lady (No really, must use the word chinapek cause she is really chinapek. And she says alot thank you) another is a indian man from India with many many funny stories. I'm studying this paper in Sunway, one subject but got 2 lecturer so I went both lecturer's class. By right cannot wan, but then I seriously fail fail fail till damn sien edi so this time kiasu abit.

Angela if you're reading this can you pls help to remind me to ask Daniel which Optional paper he's planning to take or taking. Or you help me ask him, cause I really dont know which to choose even though I sort of want P4 and P6.

Past few days I had just 2 biji of durian... and couple days after that I went to Yin's birthday party and had BBQ. You should have already seen the pictures. Wtf I hate those pictures lor.. I tell you damn weird wan, when I wear push up bra (or semi push up) hoping that will be able see some little thing.. nothing pop up. But that night I wasn't wearing any thick heavily padded bra but it seems like my pathetically small sized boobs are going to slip out -___-

Anyway my focus is that, 2 biji durian and some BBQ are more than enough to make me sick. But the weird part is, I started feeling not so well but not officially ill that sort if you know what I mean, but Bird and his mum are the one who officially fell sick FIRST. But miraculously I recovered in just 3-4 days , suffering only half a day of sore throat! =D Normally sore throat will haunt me for averagely 2 weeks.

Btw, Hwey, I love the porridge your mum taught. But I got one problem.. the dried scallops remained hard (and one big chunk) and it's not breaking up like how Minah or Ellie cooked. HOWWWW??? I boiled the scallops in for a good 45 mins then cannot tahan waiting anymore then I tried to peel them off one by one lol. And of course I poured the scallop water to the porridge...

Misc make up

2010-07-23T15:40:00.009+08:00

Oookkkk.. now no one rush rush me I can do a proper explanation on how to flick your eyeliner.

Here, already drawn eyeliner, using liquid.

Remember the green arrow? Ya so draw a line as shown above. Thin line thick line doesn't matter cause later gonna amend it ma.. Need to tilt your head to get a perfect angle

And now, connect the two lines together. Usually in this step, you can extend out the line abit more (it's all up to you).. Usually I will draw a slightly longer line then I amend the length depending on my mood.

Fill in the gap.

So after this , beautify your line with a wet cotton bud.

Then, tahdang... nice nice =D

Up next is about make up remover. I know many are using the usual wipe off make up remover. I've tried some myself and I dont like them. No matter how expensive or how branded somehow I find there are still some leftover make up residue (eg glitters) on my face.

I've tested Shu Uemura's cleansing oil. It's make up remover + facial cleanser 2 in 1. I love it alot alot alot! But it comes with a very heavy price tag..

So my alternative is Clinique. (ya ya I know Clinique again) It's about RM100 plus and has the same effect as Shu Uemura. Above is just the sample bottle I got by buying over RM500 worth of product -__-

Here, I dirtied my hand with shimmery eyeshadow, lip gloss, mascara, waterproof eyeliner and liquid eyeliner.

Then I dap dap dap the cleansing oil on the make ups.

And then I slowly massage through. (Ya I use self timer)

Massage massage massage gently.. See.. everything off.

After this, add few drops of water. Continue massage...

The oil will turn to bubble-free soap when in contact with water. This process is called emulsification. See originally it's black and now turning grey? Cause when oil meets water the oil will turn to whitish liquid

Add a few more drops of water and continue to rub or massage. Repeat this 3 times.

Rinse off. It's clean clean. No glitter no residue nothing!

But I normally will wash my face again with facial soap...

See, one bottle takes care of everything. Who says you need make up remover and milk cleanser to remove make up thoroughly? Save cotton and water summor!

Eyeshadow. 1

2010-07-23T00:56:00.017+08:00

For everyday office wear, no need too kua jeong. Something natural yet subtle will do. That is why I advised on shimmer eyeshadow =D

So now you need, Eyeliner, white eyeshadow, pink eyeshadow. I'm going to start with the previous liquid eyeliner picture (Dowan waste ma). But by right should put shadow first then only eyeliner and lastly mascara...

Ok. With eyeliner. I have no brushes with me right now so imma going to use fingers =D

I'm using Lancome palette. But in this look all we need is only white and pink. For best result, use pearl shimmer white. As for pink, any sheer soft shimmery pink will do.

So, now, pick up some white using your ring finger.

Remember where is the crease? Fill in white eyeshadow until the crease line.. (Dont exceed the crease line!!!) If you dont have eyeliner, then start from lash line, meaning from the root of your eyelash until crease line.

If you're like me, already had eyeliner on, then apply carefully .. try your best not to touch the eyeliner with the white shadow.

Then now, even out the eyeshadow on your lid. Spread it around without exceeding the crease line, make sure everything is nice and perfect. It should look something like this.

Since I'm doing this on my right eye, so this step I will need to use my left hand's finger. Pick up pink eyeshadow with the little finger.

Apply pink eyeshadow on the outer corner of your eye. See the crescent moon shape? That is why I use the left hand.. Just slowly pat the finger then pull gently from outer corner ... just confine within the drawn area.

It should look something like this. Nothing drastic..

Then final step

You cannot leave your lower lash line empty. So for this you will pink eyeshadow on the 1/4 of outer corner and white on the remaining part.. as shown above.

Very simple only, just pull down ur under eye skin.. use last finger drag one line under your eyelashes.. then smudge abit with your fingers to soften the colours..

See. The end result (before mascara). Here you wont see much but thanks to shimmery eyeshadow, it really open up your eyes .. makes your eyes seem brighter without looking too slutty.

See. Sexy yet professional! If you wear this look to office yet your boss scold you , come find me.. i go scold him/her!!!

Ok that's it for today my turn to pang sai now. I see what I can play with tmr.

See I sacrifice my F8 homework time for you. You must sayang me back alot i tell you...

Eyeliner

2010-07-22T21:16:00.015+08:00

Now that you've bought your stuff. Time to learn how to use them...

Try email Blushberry see if the girl still sells the make up brush set. She's quite a famous blogger.. sometime last year was featured in The Star.

But lazy people like me uses fingers to apply eyeshadow lol.

I start by teaching you how to use eyeliner.

This is my newly bought waterproof kohl eyeliner from Dior. Black. It glides on smoothly and easy to control. If not mistaken it's about RM69, comes with the sharpener and with a smudger tip on the other end.

It is important to make sure your crayon is sharp but not too sharp otherwise it will break half way while you're drawing the line. Above may not be a good example but... adequate lah. A bit sharper would be perfect.

This is the smudger. It is made of sponge.. the purpose is to smudge your line. Meaning, like erm.. blur out the line a lil to look a bit more natural.. Some use it to smudge and blend with eyeshadow to create a smokey eye effect.

Here are my set of sleepy eyes. Every pair of eyes are different so whatever technique/way I put on make up may not suit you. I have wide set eyes , meaning each eyes are far apart.

And worse of all, I have very low crease. See the space in between my lash line and the double eyelid line? So sempit right... Ya, unlucky me, have no space to play with eyeshadow and I cannot pull off the thick eyeliner look..

I normally will stretch my eye with the left hand while drawing the line. Some people say better not do that cause in long term it will cause crow feet, but I dont care lah.. when crows feet appear I will know what to do.

See the pink arrow? That "line" will be your crease line (it's like the uhm, horizon of your eyeball).. need to know it especially when comes to applying eyeshadow.

I always start from the middle , draw as thin as possible.. to the outer corner. The side near nose is inner corner, near to your ear is outer corner. In this picture I literally poke my eye with the pencil for illustration cause need to take picture with another hand.

Why I start from the middle. Cause my inner corner needs a thinner line whilst the outer part needs a much thicker line. So (for me lah) to be error free I start from the middle.

middle to outer corner --> middle to inner corner.

So here's a thin line. Cant see much right?

I always like to do a flick or "wing" at the outer corner ... but for some people a normal straight line looks just fine. So here I am demonstrating a normal straight line. The blue arrow indicates the end of my eye.. the green arrow indicates the eyeliner extension.

Extend the eyeliner a bit gives an illusion of wider or "longer" eye.

Now you may thicken up the line however much you want. Your choice. But like I said I have sempit eye I cant afford to wear thick eyeliner.

Next, smudge the line using the sponge tip end. I call it smudger. Just like rub it on your eyeliner back and forth few times (pink arrow) so the line wont look so harsh and gives a more natural look.

Left picture is the other without make-up eye. Right picture is effect of smudging

Not much different right?

This is how I look like with thick eyeliner. See, look as if I have no double eyelid...

As for your lower lid, it's all individual preference. I dont usually do this part cause I normally dont wear foundation / make up base , drawing lower lid (I feel lah) is going to emphasize on my dark circle. But it's all up to you, and depending on your eye shape etc.

So if you like to draw, pull your lid like i did in picture.

Remember previously you've used your smudger? Ya so now your smudger has some residue or left over crayon on it.. use it, dont waste. Up to you whether to smudge it all over your lower lid or just partial. I usually will only do on the 1/4 of outer corner (black arrow)

And here.. liquid eyeliner.

I'm currently using Rimmel Exaggerate eyeliner in 01Black. This is my very last cosmetic thingys I bought from drug store. It was supposed to be semi waterproof, meaning can only be washed off with warm water.. but con ppl wan lah basically any water also can wash this thing off.. But one thing good lah, it doesnt smudge even on a very warm weather but not quite long lasting.. maybe max only 5-6 hours.

So here is my another eye. I'm doing this in toilet...

Normally I will need cotton bud. Wet. You will know why later..

As per usual, I start on the middle.. Just simply draw one line. Dont care whether straight or not, or whether it is tidy or whether it is close to lash line..

And then, simple fill in the inner corner.. Thick or thin even or not all doesnt matter... just draw

Then my favourite part. The flick or "wing" . I always draw this when using liquid eyeliner.. the effect would look even better with gel eyeliner. Can also use crayon pencil ...

So how to draw the wing. See the green arrow? It should be on the green line.. How to determine the green line? It should be like, uhm.. 180 degree straight line with your lower lid. It's like an extension..

It should be something like that, depending on your eye shape. This may not be the best example cause Bird is rushing me. (He wants to pang sai)..

Now, here's my trick. To even out the line or edify the line.. Use the wet cotton bud. If it's too thin, you can always thicken it again.. I can use this cotton bud trick cause the Rimmer liquid eyeliner is not exactly waterproof.. So if you're using waterproof eyeliner I really dont know what to do.. either you draw it very nicely from the beginning or remove with oil.

But I wouldn't recommend you to remove with oil especially if you're going to wear eyeshadow.. Cause eyeshadow dissolve in oil.. it will mess up your eye make up...

Then .. end result. One straight and even pretty line =)

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Eyeshadow. 1

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